Dark Desires ✔

Chapter Two - I Ruined His Life

(I somehow imagine Leo's voice to sound something like this 👆🏻💀)

It's been month since the wedding. And honestly it's been the worst. My pillow was probably wet every morning I woke up cause I never went a night without crying myself to sleep.

Leonardo never spoke to me and when he did he said some hurtful shit and I couldn't do anything simply because I'm scared of men, one reason being my father, second being that I got raped at the age of 14 and third being I had an abusive ex. When we came back from the wedding his house was amazing, it was black yet had glass in some places that reflected the city. It was one way glass which is cool, especially at night when you could the city lights.

His exact words were when we came back were "Let's just make this clear. I don't believe your act, I know you married me for my fucking my money so that's what you'll get but all I ask is you stay the fuck away from me. I. Fucking. Hate. You." Those words cut through me like a knife. I was trapped. Trapped in a loveless marriage.

The good news was that olivia had finally woken up. I went to see her everyday until she woke up. I wasn't gonna tell her that I'm married cause his would it sound? "Hey you've been in a coma for five days and I'm married now." But she did notice the ring on my finger so I told her I was secretly dating someone and now we decided to make it official. She doesn't exactly know who it is but she is pissed of course but she eventually forgave me.

Leonardo and I had seperate rooms, which was understandable. I hardly left the room, it felt wrong to walk around in someone else's home so sometimes the housekeepers would bring me food which was so kind of them.

A couple times I looked out and it had a clear view of the entrance, Leonardo would brings girls home and half of time couldn't even walk properly due to being drunk.

This morning I decided to see Olivia, she could was finally discharged a week ago and dad hasn't left her side ever since. We became closer for some reason, some nights she would call and I'd full her up on how the 'love of my life' is treating me.

It took longer then a thought. We were actually happy again, dad was treating me like a daughter and Olivia, as a sister. We joked, laughed, smiled. I ended up staying for dinner and only coming back at midnight. My car was fixed so I could finally drive myself around again.

When I got back Leonardo was standing at the kitchen table with his back faced to me. I walked past him quitely so he wouldn't notice but then he grabbed my wrist and harshly turned me around meeting his eyes. His grip crushing my wrists as I try to hold back the tears but I'm sure he could see the fear in my eyes.

"You whore!" He yelled making me flinch and close my eyes.

"You fucking ruined everything." He gritted through his teeth.

"I was happy. But now? You come." His eyes were bloodshot and his breath smelt of alcohol. It didn't bother me because I was more focused on my wrist that I think are probably broken by now.

"Y-your h-hurting me." I finally manage to get out that came out as a whisper.

"Oh? Golddiggers feel pain?" He asked and threw me to the ground and I let out a squeak as I hit my rib cage. Staring at the ground tears were just flowing out of my eyes now.

"We're leaving to Italy tomorrow to meet our families since you wanted to leave the fucking wedding." And with that he walked away slamming his door.

I sat there sobbing quietly. This was how it's gonna be. And yet...i still can't bring myself to hate him. It's true, I am a golddigger, I married him for money and nothing else. I ruined his life.