i don't know what to feel
i am lost
lost in my head
lost in my heart
who do I love
who do i stan
clueless even in what gender I am
and ill say it
it fucking hurts
but I've been crying so much
soaking all my t-shirts
I'm lost
should I die or should I live
should I cut or should I choke
so very fucking lost
I'm passing people by
everyone with a map
but no one seems to offer
no one wants to help
lost in the dark
and lost in the light
sitting in Washington square park
drowning in the depths
burning in the city
yes, my life is quite shitty
and yes I know, I have more than others will
and I have gifts that others die for
but can't I just
for one day
be
h a p p y
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Random Poems
Poetrythis is just gonna be a book of random poems. some sad, some happy, depends on what I'm feeling *TW* will contain references to depression, eating disorders, homophobia, and other potential triggers please don't read this if you are triggered easily
