{KilluGon OneShots}

10. {me too}

~ok I started writing this with vague idea in my mind so I'm not sure where this is going to go lol~

~Gon and Killua aren't dating yet~

Killua and Gon were laying on the soft grass next to each other. It was dark outside, and they were looking at the stars and talking to each other.

"That one honestly looks like that stupid fishing pole of yours," Killua said.

"Where'd you get that from that literally looks nothing like a fishing pole."

"Yes, yes it does Gon."

"Um no, no it doesn't kiLLuA," Gon exaggerated his name, laughed and elbowed him.

Killua elbowed him back and Gon said, "I really like spending time with you." Killua blushed and covered his face.

"Why are you covering your face?" Killua quickly let go of it and said, "Because I felt like it."

"Ok?" 

Gon is seriously way to close to knowing I have a crush on him, let alone that I like boys, Killua thought. I never told him that because I didn't know how he would respond, and I don't want him to leave me. 

"Hey Killua?"

"Uhm yea?"

"Why do you always tell me to stop whenever I say something "embarrassing"? he asked, making a quotation with his fingers when he said embarrassing. "And why do you blush all the time around me?" said Gon pressing questions into him.

Crap, Killua thought, did he find out, or is he genuinely curious? Should I tell him I like him or lie?

"I don't really know Gon, it's just a reaction I developed," Killua lied.

"Oh... are you sure it's nothing else?" Gon said looking at me. Was it just me or did he seem sad?

"Well uh-... it's also because I...well," I tried to say it but it just wouldn't come out. Why couldn't I just tell him? Killua started to become more frustrated with himself and looked down.

"Because what...?" Gon prompted him gently.

"Because... because I like you!" Killua yelled. He expected some form of being upset to come out of Gon, but he just raised his eyebrows for a second and then smiled widely.

"I like you too Killua!" He liked me back, Killua thought? When his brain processed what Gon said he punched Gon in the arm.

"OW!! What was that for?!" Gon said pouting.

"Why didn't you say anything sooner, dummy?" Killua exclaimed, tears starting to slightly form at the edges of his eyes, "I spent like a year trying to tell you worrying that you wouldn't like me back or that you didn't like the fact that I liked boys and that you would-"

Gon cut him off and pressed his lips to Killua's. Killua was in a current state of gay panic so it took him a little to realize what the heck was happening. When he did though, he kissed him back. Soon they pulled away and Gon, making Killua flinch just a little, reached his hand to Killuas face and wiped the tears off his cheek. I didn't even notice I was crying, Killua thought. 

"I'm sorry I didn't tell you earlier. I was scared you'd have the same reaction."

"Me? If you told me you like me I would have gone into gay paralytic shock from the panic or something.," Killua responded.

Gon laughed and moved so that Killua's and his arms where touching. Then he took his hand and looked over at Killua, smiling. Killua gladly took his hand and smiled back.