Then_And_Now_CHAPTER04
"Are you ready?" I let out a sigh after Yoongi asked me. This is our 4 months of dating each other. Mika has gone to America a week after we ate together. Jin also followed his dream to be an idol but everytime I have a date with Yoongi when Yoongi was still courting me he was always there. He arrived first if we will meet somewhere else. But when we became official, he would always say he can't come since he have an evaluation.
"Y-yes I am." I am still shy towards Yoongi. I know we've dated for a while now but I still can't believe that he'll be my boyfriend. I said 'yes' to him on our 2nd month of dating. He smiled sincerely at me that time and he embraced me. I was the happiest that time. I finally have him. And I wouldn't waste any moment of my life without him.
"Let's go." He lead the way out from Jin's house. I don't want him to feel uncomfortable but I really want to hold his hand. He must've noticed how my pinky finger brush into his, so he looked at me. I smiled awkwardly at him, he showed his gummy smile and hold my hand. He intertwined my fingers to his.
I even flinched at the sudden contact but I chuckled shyly. I cleared my throat as I give a peek at our hands. I want to take a picture of it. And I don't wanna waste this time.
"Wait Yoongi." he stopped and looked at me, I fished out my phone inside my shoulder bag and opened my camera. I lifted our hands and captured it. After doing that I put back my phone to my bag and smiled at him.
"You're so weird Jisoo." I pouted to what he said so he laugh at my reaction.
One thing that made me like him is his smile and laugh. He looks so angelic when he's happy.
That made my feelings went somersault. I cheerfully walk as we stop by to some food carts. We both prefer street foods, because it's cheap and yummy. We ordered chicken skewers, my favorite while he ordered a steamed dumpling. We both giggle as we devour our food.
I was shocked when he grab a tissue and wiped the corner of my mouth with it. I blink at him and he didn't care about my reaction and continued eating. After we had our snacks we started strolling around some stores. And we stop by an instrument store.
I know how much he loves music but one time when he asked me if I'll let him do music, I didn't let him. It's not that I'm stopping him to reach his dream but I'm just afraid to be left behind especially if it's him.
He let me stand near a grand piano as he sat on the chair in front of that instrument. His fingers softly touch the keys as he played a beautiful melody. Some customers are looking at him, he gathered so much attention from them. And I cannot stop myself from feeling so proud of my man.
As he finished playing he looked at me with empty expression, but he smiled at the end. We exit the store and began shopping some stuff.
He was looking at some wrist watch. I pointed the black watch with a diamond in the middle. "Take that Yoongi, you like black." I told him.
"How did you know I like black?" our gazes locked when he asked me.
"I should know the things that my boyfriend likes." I told him. His mouth became a thin line but as second goes by it went to curve.
"When you don't wanna eat, you'll drink cold coffee. When you don't have any work to do you'll sleep whole day. You like to put rice after you eat all the noodles when cooking ramen. You love music, you write songs and sale them. You like beanie hats. You like aviators."
"You hate loud people, you're too lazy to remove the bones when eating fish..." I chuckled as I narrate everything that he likes and he don't like. "And lastly you like Mika."
"Jisoo." he called me. I grab the watch from the display and put it to his wrist. "This watch suits your skin tone. Why are you so white anyway?" I asked but walked away, I didn't wait for his answer and scan the watches being displayed.
"Jisoo I don't like he-"
"I know that Yoongi. I know you'll deny. Just let me prove how much I like you, and if I can't do it, feel free to break up with me." he was shut to what I said. He then nodded.
He bought the watch that I pick for him, he also bought me a watch. A color pink watch. But I didn't put it on. It's too precious for me to wear it.
I know all along that he still likes Mika. But I never talk about her because I don't want to feel bad for myself and I don't want to hot seat him.
After our afternoon date, he send me back to Jin's house. He didn't stay for too long and bid goodbye to me. When I entered the house, I greeted Jin's parents and his brother.
"Oh you're back Jisoo." his brother greeted. I smiled at him and bowed.
"Jin ask me to say sorry to you. He said he can't come home yet, he's busy being a trainee."
"When will he visit oppa?" I asked.
"Well for this month, he will not come home." my heart dropped. "But he said he's still rooting for YoonSoo!" he cheered. I just gave him a nod and began walking upstairs.
I haven't seen him ever since me and Yoongi dated officially. He would always say he's busy. I lazily sat on the sofa at the corner of my room. And started looking for a picture of me and Yoongi to send to Jin. I want to update him to our whereabouts.
To: Jinnnnn ugly😭
We hold our hands together... Don't be jealous, you'll find your lover too.
*sent an attachment
After sending it to him I went inside the bathroom to clean myself. I took a shower for 20 minutes, then I brushed my teeth and combed my hair.
When I finished my routine I sat back on the sofa and open my messages. It has been indicated that Jim saw my message 5 minutes after I sent it, but he didn't replied.
I somehow missed his corny jokes and his presence. I wanna tease him by not paying attention to him.
But it seems like he's getting farther away from us.
I took out the watch that Yoongi gave me earlier and just looked at it. It has the same design like his. I hold it and put it on my wrist, I get my phone and took a photo of it, and send it to Jin again.
To: Jinnnnn ugly😭
The watch reminds me of you. Pink Princess😂.
*sent an attachment
When my phone beeped, I saw a reply from him.
From: Jinnnnn ugly😭
I know my face is like a royalty. Sleep now Jichu. Yoongi will be mad at you.
I pouted at his reply and typed again. My nails can be heard tapping on the screen.
To: Jinnnnn ugly😭
Don't make me feel nervous just by saying his name. I'll sleep now. I'll see you soon.
I walked to my bed and lie down. I fixed my pillow under my head as I held up high my phone. It took him a minute to reply but my phone dropped to my face and it hit the bridge of my nose. I hissed in pain and sat upright as I read his message again.
From: Jinnnnn ugly😭
If only you're not his girl, I would be happy talking to you rn. But guess what, I need to keep my distance away, be a good girl for him.
