After the concert, all of them camped to our dorm, they were serving me like a royalty. I just notice that Jin and Yoongi is out for quite a while now. Jimin told me that they will just talk about something. I sighed for the sudden thought that maybe they are arguing about me. Yeah me. What could be the other reason right? Or am I just thinking too much?
My attention goes to Dalgom whose now busy playing with Lisa and JK. The dog sways his tail so much that it makes him so cute.
"Dalgom." I called out, and in an instant my dog ran towards me. The two youngsters pouted at my direction. "Let's go to our room?" I talked to Dalgom and he barked right away.
I slowly stood up, not putting too much pressure to my foot to avoid getting hurt. I was limping my way to my bedroom when a huge pair of arms envelop my body. One arm on my legs and the other other supporting my back. I squealed as soon as I was lifted.
The members look at my direction, expecting that I was hurt but amazed expression was written to each of their faces.
"Be careful hyung." Namjoon said to their eldest. Yes again it was Jin who lifted me like a queen.
"You should've called me." his voice was low as he said. He sound annoyed but I know he's just concern about me.
"You were out for a couple of minutes now." I reasoned. Well it's true though. All I got as an answer is a sigh, a deep sigh.
He managed to open my bedroom's door even if both of his hands are wrapped around me. Maybe he's just used to do this. Carrying stuffs then opening doors by his own, or maybe I'm just too light for him. Dalgom entered the room first
"Wait for me here." as soon as we entered my room, he placed me on my bed. Making me sit, he entered my link comfort room. I heard him twist the faucet so water flows, he grabbed a towel from the rack beside the mirror then he went out. He have a small basin with water and a towel on his shoulder. He looks so manly right now.
He kneeled in front of me, my eyes widen when he took off my slippers, he caress my ankle slowly. His hands are hotand I swear to god I'm not liking the idea of him being this close to me.
"What..umm..what're yo.." before I can even finish my sentence, he looked at me adoringly and got the towel from his shoulder.
"I'll just clean your feet so you can rest now. You can't stand properly and I won't let you move either." I don't know what to say so I just nod. As the cold towel touches my feet, I feel so relaxed and calmed.
An unforeseen smile plastered on my lips upon seeing him wiping my feet in a serious manner. His brows were furrowed.
I can't help but laugh out loud. He look at me confused.
"Why?"
"You're just cute. You look like your fixing a damaged robot. You're so serious wiping off the dirt from my feet." I told him. I thought he would be happy about it too, but he did not.
I got awkward so I cleared my throat and avoided his stares.
"I'll miss that." my lips turned into a thin line. My heart started to pump so fast, and I am having a literal bad feeling now.
He swallowed so hard that his Adam's apple moved so harshly. He bowed his head trying to hide how his eyes form a tears on the side.
"Why?" I asked. He shook his head and he slumped down on the floor, making me gasp. "What's wrong with you?" my voice is shaking right now because when our eyes locked I saw his bloodshot eyes. He's crying so hard now.
"You should smile often so people won't mistake you to any animals." I blink my eyes multiple times, is he being serious right now? That's what he said when he asked to court me. "Don't lose that smile Ji...soo that's what I li...ke about you." he said those words with so much pain lacing with his voice.
"Kim Seok Jin." I emphasised his name.
He wiped his tears away and he smiled at me. A smile whose in pain.
"I..asked for a chance, right? But I...I want to give you two a chance."
I don't have a clue on what's going on, why is he being like this?
"I've never seen you so happy, until that one time." he held my hands. So tight. "That's when he ask you to be his girlfriend. I know I wasn't the first choice, and all I ever want is for you to be happy, to be the Jisoo who I liked the most."
"I am that Jisoo!"
He chuckled and pinched my cheeks. "I will wait, I will still be behind you. Maybe, just maybe you'll come back to me. But let's give you two a chance." I still haven't get what he said when he leaned towards me and gave me a peck on my forehead.
"I have to go. Give a time to think about it." he swiftly move his way out of my room. I heard him called his members, next time I heard are footsteps and a closing of doors. Did he just decide for me?
My door suddenly opens, three girls are looking at me with questioning look and a concern one.
"Unnie? What happened?" Jennie asked first.
"Jin oppa's eyes were red, did he cry?" now it's Lisa.
"Did he make you cry?" it was Chae.
And all I ever respond is my sobs. I covered my face with both of my palms. I'm trying to register what he said to me. Am I just a game for them? Am I just a bet?
How can they decide then left me hanging? How can they ever made me feel love then lost after? How?
My members sat beside me and they consoled me. They made me calm, but all I could ever think is how fast that happened. Is that what they talked earlier?
Are they planning this all along?
"Jin oppa said, we should let you drink water then finish wiping your feet." I sobbed again when I heard Lisa.
How can he be so selfless? He wants to take care of me, but he left me.
