My Brother's Best Friend

The Tumor

I woke up with an aching in my head as if someone was banging it with a hammer. I looked up to see Kian and Jc both with an angry look on their faces. the doctor walked in killing the awkwardness the room was filled with.
"Hi Hazel I have some bad news would you like your visitors in the room when I tell you?" he asked me. I just nod my head.
"Well sweetheart I'm not very happy to say this but you have 3 broken ribs, 2 broken teeth, and the worst of all........ a um a- um sweetheart you have a um-" spit it out already" screamed Kian from across the room.
"You have a brain tumor Hazel, I watched the security cameras and watched the whole thing. the broken ribs from all the punching and kicking, the broken teeth are from the slapping and punching. the tumor is from the banging of the head up against the metal multiple times damaging her skull and brain." he explain to the boys who looked extremely guilty especially Jc who looked as if he killed a person and someone found out.
I felt like I got shot in the stomach when he said tumor.
"How long do I have doctor?" i asked very concerned. he looked down as if he didnt want to tell me.
"Well the tumor is spreading quite rapidly sooooo....... I'm guessing about 4-5 months and that is being extremely generous," he said looking sympathetic at me as if I were a dieing person, which technically I am a dieing person since I get to live 3 weeks and I don't even think that I will last that long, I could die before that. but I know what your thinking "oh ya It spreads too much and it kills me" first off judgmental much and second off no i'll be dead by my own choice. also known as suicide. but let's not worry about it now.
I was waiting for any actions like a hug or a pat on the head or a rub of my arm but everyone was looking at me not speaking a word as if they do or say anything they will break me even more which would probably happen. The doctor left with the police escorting Jc from the hospital and Kian just looking at me and left. now I feel completely alone. GREAT! Why does my life have to be such a mess!