How far Your Faith Will Go?

Chapter 11

     " Cast your burden on the LORD, and He will sustain you; He will never permit the righteous to be moved.
                              Psalms 55:22 "

SEBBY's POV.

      I'm subtle disappointed with Kuya Sam. I couldn't expected na kayang-kaya pala ni Kuya na maglihim.

    I can't stop crying inside the bedroom. Wala akong ibang nagawa kundi makipag-usap na lamang sa Panginoon because I know that he can only lose the sadness that I feel.

He is my comforter...

   " I know that Kuya Sam is not perfect, Lord... We are not worthy to face you because we are all sinners. But because of your Love Lord the reason why we had the courage to get close to
you-- To come to you, Jesus...

  Lahat kami punong-puno sa kasalanan-- but because of your blood Christ, we are cleansed in sin!

   Forgive Kuya for what he did. Do not let that because of his emotions that cause him away from your presence...

   Lord, hindi ko po ma-kontrol ang aking emosyon. Give me courage, let give me strength... Please, speak me... I need you rightnow, I need you always..."

    Upon opening my eyes, the Bible holds my hands moving my attention to it.

  I would now talk God through the Holy Bible. I want Him to speak me...

When I opened the Bible page I noticed that I stopped at Deuteronomy...

    This is a time to take Joshua's leader after the death of Moses.

   Hanggang sa isang verse na tumagos sa puso ko...

And it says...

    Be strong and courageous. Do not fear or be in dread of them, for it is the LORD your God who goes with you. He will not leave you or forsake you.

                             Deuteronomy 31:6

   I was conquered by the wind, when I read this verse. God wants me to be strong...

   I can not stop crying, I still sobbing that the Lord's Word to submit to my heart. I felt His presence that seemed to embrace me.

  My attention suddenly moved when someone knocked at the door.

    He peels his head to the door before he entered my room.

It's Kuya Sam...

    " C-Can I talk to you?" He asked, sitting beside me here in bed.

  I have heard of its breathing deep ...

    " I'm sorry for what I have done... I know t-that isn't right t-that we have done disobedience to the Lord..."

   I looked at him and I still noticed leaking his tears.

    " I w-would like to apologize to G-God but I seem to lose the c-courage to come to Him. Nahihiya akong lumapit dahil subrang p-pasaway ako sa k-kanya. I want to come to Him but it seems there's preventing me-- "

  " I-I need y-your help, b-bunsoy... P-Pray for me..." He sobbing.

   I held his hand and reunited my tears again.

   " You want to come to God to purify him but it seems that there is something preventing you-- it's satan!" I started.

   " Kuya... Wag mong hayaan na mapuno ka sa emosyon. At higit sa lahat, wag na wag kang mahihiya sa Diyos. He is always there for you. If you are going to call Him and you will ask for forgiveness, He will forgive you... "