" Do not fear what you are about to suffer. Behold, the devil is about to throw some of you into prison, that you may be tested, and for ten days you will have tribulation. Be faithful unto death, and I will give you the crown of life.Revelation 2:10 "
SEBBY's POV.
I'm on the rooftop of our church while looking at the clouds. I couldn't stop myself from crying. I couldn't stop my tears as if it had own life... I haven't been able to move on to what Axel said. Hindi mawala-wala ang mga salitang binitawan niya sa akin. I also understood what he felt, but I really bear my emotions...
Ipinikit ko na lamang ang aking mga mata, pero ang aking mga luha hindi mapigilang lumabas kahit pumikit man.
I'm still sobbing. I don't know how to prevent my feelings...
" Nakikita ko sayo yung struggle mo sa emosyon. At alam ng Panginoon yung mga paghihirap mo..." I heard in a voice behind me.
Agad-agad kong pinakalma ang sarili at pinahiran ang mga luhang lumabas sa lungga.
I turned round and I realized that Pastor Josh who came...
I immediately stepped up, bowed and bless to honor the man of God.
He took a deep breath
and said," Pwede ba kitang makausap?"Tumango naman ako at bumalik sa kinatatayuan ko kanina habang nakatingin sa malayo.
" Alam mo ate, nagpapasalamat ako sa Diyos para sa buhay mo. Marami kanang naging bunga dahil sa totoong pagsunod mo sa Panginoon. At hindi na ikaw ang nakikita ko, kundi si Cristo na ang nakikita ko sayo..."
" But, we can not really be avoided that we can experience tests. Yung susubok sa pananampalataya natin sa Diyos."
" Pero kailangan din natin magpasalamat dahil naranasan natin ang mga paghihirap ng ating Panginoong Jesu-Cristo! Be thankful! May mga tests ka dahil totoong anak ka niya!"
" Sabi sa Revelation 2:10... Do not fear what you are about to suffer. Also said in 1 Peter 4:13 But rejoice insofar as you share Christ’s sufferings, that you may also rejoice and be glad when his glory is revealed."
" Alam ko na isa ito sa mga plano ng Panginoon. Kung struggle ka sa emosyon mo, tutulungan ka niyang malagpasan ito. Dahil hindi siya magbibigay ng pagsubok na hindi mo kayang lagpasan. He wants you to trust Him..."
Sa lahat ng mga binitawan ni Pastor Josh na salita, hindi ko mapigilang maluha.
" At para naman sa nararamdaman mo kay Axel, surrender your feelings to God! And He will give you the perfect time. Ganyan din yung sinabi ko kay Axel..."
Sa pagkakataong ito napatingin ako kay Pastor sa huling sinabi niya.
All I need to do is... Surrender to God.
Malaki ang tiwala ko sa Diyos...
I agreed all that he said. But I still keep on tears because I was taken to the Pastor's words.
He laid hands on me and prayed for me...
BINABASA MO ANG
How far Your Faith Will Go?
SpiritualDEMONS DOESN'T WANT YOU TO READ THIS BOOK! This is the story of a young woman named Sebby Ventura. She is a follower of Christ. She has this raging fire; a fire that is solely dedicated for the ministry of the Lord. But a challenge came upon her...