" Having a hope in God, which these men themselves accept, that there will be a resurrection of both the just and the unjust.
Acts 24:15 "
SEBBY's POV.
When there came a lot of days, It almost a month we're in discipline by Pastor Josh. I noticed that Axel is also avoiding me as I was avoiding him too. Pero syempre nakakalungkot din para sa akin dahil may pinagsamahan na kami, tapos aabot lang kami sa ganitong sitwasyon?
I breath deeply as the wind blowing. I was just here at the terrace of our house, ngunit bigla na lamang lumipat ang aking atensyon nang biglang sumulpot si Rina sa direksyon ko. Based on its face, parang hindi magandang balita ang sasabihin niya sa akin.
" Okay ka lang? Kung paint artist ako, siguro hindi kita mapipinta dahil sa mukha mo ngayon. Ano bang nangyayari sayo?" Kunot noong tanong ko dito.
" Wala ka ba talagang alam?" She asked.
" Na ano?" I asked that I was confused with her.
She crossed her arms and
said," Malalaman mo lang siguro kapag napansin mo, na hindi muna makita si Axel sa simbahan!"
I was more confused about what she said." Teka nga lang... Ba't di mo nalang kasi sabihin? Deretsyohin mo nga ako!"
She took a deep breath and
said," Nag-desisyon si Axel na umuwi muna sa kanila."
" A-Ano? Bakit naman?" I wondered.
" I don't know! Ba't di mo siya puntahan baka hindi pa yun nakaalis!"
Hindi ko na namalayan na nagsimula na palang humakbang ang aking mga paa. I quickly went out of the house to go to Axel.
I do not know why this happens, why Axel needs to leave! Pwede naman namin pag-usapan 'to, and restore everything to what we have. Hindi yung basta-basta nalang siyang aalis!
Until my feet stopped running, when I reached Axel who had not been able to enter the van.
" Axel!" I shouted and at the same time my tears suddenly drip.
When he heard it, he stopped and slowly turned to me. Agad na akong humakbang palapit pa sa kanya, habang ang luha ko hindi na rin mapigilan.
As I approached him, I noticed his tears formed in his eyes. We were covered by silence while facing each other.
" H-hindi mo kailangan umalis..." I started as I sobbing.
Yumuko siya at pinunasan ang mga luha na parang ayaw itong
ipakita. He looked up, as if it were preventing tears to go out of the caves.
He shifted his gaze at me and
said," K-kailangan kong g-gawin 'to..."
" P-pero b-bakit?" My tears continue to flow.
" Axel, I know that there is still h-heavy in your heart that you still brought! Hindi mo k-kailangan lumayo, p-pwede naman n-natin i-surrender ng sabay sa P-Panginoon. W-wag ka lang u-umalis..." I added.
He reached my hand," I already have decided. Naipagdasal ko na sa Diyos ang desisyon ko... Pero wag mong iisipin na ikaw ang dahilan ng pag-alis ko."
And the tears flowed over
his cheek." You've also been important in my life, Seb. Ikaw yung ginamit ng Diyos to open my spiritual eyes. Saludo ako sa Panginoon para sa buhay mo. Pero i-itong nararamdaman ko p-para sa'yo, alam k-ko na h-hindi pa ito ang will ng Panginoon. K-kaya humihingi ako ng tawad sa Diyos at sayo, dahil p-pinapangunahan ko ang nararamdaman kong ito..."
BINABASA MO ANG
How far Your Faith Will Go?
SpiritualDEMONS DOESN'T WANT YOU TO READ THIS BOOK! This is the story of a young woman named Sebby Ventura. She is a follower of Christ. She has this raging fire; a fire that is solely dedicated for the ministry of the Lord. But a challenge came upon her...
