Our Lady Of Sorrows

It Gets Worse

Song of the chapter: It Gets Worse, Mindless Self Indulgence.

I'm paralyzed.

My whole body is in pain.

Am I dead?
I should be.
I open my eyes to see that I'm laying on a soft mattress. I look around and I am in a unfamiliar bedroom. The walls are a dusty cream color, with a freshly polished wood floor.. okay then.
The bed I am laying on is all black, with a red and black bedspread. I hear voices outside the door.

"Dude, I still don't understand why you told me to keep her? I mean, she's hot but i am hungry!" I hear a heavy New Jersey accent.

"Hey! She is my sister! I was not going to let you drain her! Also, when you bit her, did you see her veins?" I hear a vary familiar voice reply.

"No, why?"

"I think she might be the one."

Everything falls silent for a few seconds until the door opens, I start backing away.
"Don't be afraid!" The same heavy Jersey voice says. I look up at him, noticing that he is the same vampire that was suppose to bite me. "I am not afraid." I say annoyed.
He looks straight into my eyes with suspicion, I also see a hint of pity latched in there.
He walks up to me, placing his hands on my shoulders, his hazel eyes stare into mine. We stay like that for a few minutes until I break down. tears blur my vision, tempting to leak out; they succeed.

"Hey, shh it's okay, I'm not going to hurt you." he shushes, hugging me while rocking us back and forth.

"That's just it." I mumble under my breath. He pulls back, staring at me, confused.
"What do you mean?" I just shake my head. "why didn't you kill me? You were going to, I know you were. why didn't you?" I sob. "Wait, you wanted to die?" His eyes start to turn green, I don't know what that indicates, but I'm hoping he will just end it already.
"Of course I want to die! I can't take it anymore! My brother was killed, I'll never be able to leave this hellhole called a town, and I have no one! Why so you think I was out there last night?!" I yell. normally, I wouldn't get this personal but what's the point?

He gives me a knowing look and opens his mouth to say something, but all that comes out is, "your... Brother.." "
"What about my brother?" I ask.
"Noth-N-Nevermind" he stutters out. I can't tell he's hiding something, but who wouldn't? He's a fucking vampire! He looks down at the floor, shrugging nervously.
"It doesn't matter. I came here to tell you that I need to turn you." he says, looking up, his eyes turning red slightly.
"No! Why? No, please don't turn me! I don't want to be here at all. I just want to be with my brother and away from the world!" I was never one to beg but I can't stop myself. I want to disappear so bad, I can taste it.
"If you want to be with your brother, than you will let me turn you." He creeps his way up to me, pinning my wrists to the wall, eyes turning almost black.

"Gerard, don't! You're scarring the the living shit out of her! Stop!" I hear a familiar voice yell. I look over at the doorway to see who it is...

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Sorry for da shortness! Hehe...
Anywho, CLIFFHANGER!!! Sort of. hehe
You probably already know who it is but who gives a shit! I wanted to update, so deal with it!!!!
QOTD: does anyone like creeper vampy Gerard???

AOTD: I DOO!

Sorry I am hyper hehe! Also, who do you think is in the doorway?
Later my beautiful peanut peasants!!

_____Kat Gates