Our Lady Of Sorrows

Chappy 6.... I think....

I stare into the mirror for a few minutes, taking in how much I have changed in a matter of minutes. Gerard thought it would be best if he gave me some space, but that didn't stop Zack from barging back in.

"You need to feed." Zack says to me.
"I know..."
I think I'll be able to handle drinking blood. ever sense I was little, I have always liked the taste of blood. call me 'morbid' or 'gross' but, blood has always tasted good in my opinion.
What I won't be able to handle is the fact that I have to kill innocent people to stay alive. Zack notices my discomfort and rubs my back, circling my shoulder blade with his index finger. "come on. The cafeteria is downstairs." he says, gently pulling me out of the room.

We walk down the long corridor. the room i was in before made this place look like a house, but when you step out it looks like the mansion from the movie 'underworld'...

Go figure.

This whole place is black and red. all of the people here are vary dark. not like the stereotypical vampire, or a normal goth person, but, both..er...sort of. I can't even explain it. they look normal, but definitely not human. I don't get why they all dress that way though. I mean, if sunlight kills them then wearing black will just reflect it more than any other color would. you would think they could just wear white or yellow so they will be less attractive to the sunlight. I mean, don't get me wrong, I'm not complaining. I dress in black too but, I still don't get it.
Zack leads me to a elevator and I immediately tense up. I have a phobia of elevators.
"You okay?" Zack asks.
"I-I'm f-f-ine" I stutter.
"You know as soon as you get in you won't be scared anymore. right?" he says, obviously.
"Wh-at do you mean?"
"You're immortal now, all of your fears and phobias are gone. For you, some might stay sense you still have a human side, but, for the most part their all gone." he laughs a little.
"Really?" I ask as the elevator doors open.
"Yeah! Come on, I'll show you." he says.

We walk into the elevator and he pushes the button to the second floor. every time I have ever been in one of these, my body shakes, I start sweating, my breath hitches, and my muscles go weak, but now I feel fine. "See what I mean." Zack laughs.
"Yeah! It's not as terrifying as I remember." i say.

"So," Zack starts. "I need to introduce you to the rest of Me and Gerard's pack. they're all at lunch right now so this would be a good time for you to meet them."

"Your pack?" I ask.

"There are different packs out through this whole shelter, each one supporting a different cause, but all leading to the same gaol; to kill Andronikos and knock down the fence to set us all free. Gerard and I have our own packs, but we stick together like we're the same pack." he explains.

"Witch pack will I be in?" I ask.

"Umm.. Sense you're different from all of us, you won't really be in a curtain pack. If you want, you can go pick a pack you want, but you will have to help out in every pack."

"Ok....."

The elevator doors open and we walk out. Zack leads me through a few more corridors until we reach a door. "this is the cafeteria." he says. before I can walk in I feel someone jump on my back, making me fall.
"What the hell Frank! She just got turned and she hasn't fed yet, get off!" Zack exclaims.

"Well sorry, but we never get a new one! Especially a hot chick!"
I throw the dude-Frank- off my back and Zack helps me up.

"Dude, she is my sister. watch your mouth." Zack says sternly.
Frank rolls his eyes and turns to me. "HI! IM FRANK!" He smiles like a little kid.
I wanna say he is cute, but he looks a LOT like Zack, so it feels really awkward saying that.
"Aww, you think I'm cute!" Frank blushes. Shit, did I say that out loud?
"No." Frank smiles evilly.
"Frankie can read human minds," Zack cuts in. "He won't be able to after you feed, hopefully."
"So, let's go!" Frank grabs my arm, pulling me into the cafeteria.

The whole cafeteria is plain white with regular round lunch tables. Everything looks so normal it's scary.
As soon as I step in, the room falls silent, everyone starring directly at me, whispering amongst themselves. Zack grabs my shoulders and guides me to the tables Gerard and a bunch of other people are sitting.

When Gerard looks up at me, I feel a tugging sensation in my chest, kinda like something is pulling on my heart if that's makes sense. I see Gerard start to tense up and instantly grabs his chest.

Is he feeling the same thing?

I don't really have time to think about it because someone yanks me into a hug. I look over and see Jimmy! "Hey there, Revenge!" He exclaims, using my old nickname. "hey, Jim Jam!" I smile. He let's go.

I look around at their pack. There is Zack, Gerard, Jimmy, Matt, Frank and a bunch of other people I have never seen before. "Okay, so Reven, these are our packs. my pack consists of me, Jimmy, Matt and this is Steve, Kitty and Lyndsey. they are apart of my pack too." Zack tells me.

Steve is average height, with a frickin long beard and a bandana around his head.
Kitty is kinda short with hair that I can only describe as 'goth Egyptian' and brown eyes.
And Lindsey has really short dark brown hair with brown eyes. she's also vary tall.

Gerard stands up, eyes locking with mine. "A-and m-my pack consists of me, Frank, Jimmy Urine and Bert."

(A/N I'm too lazy to describe them so just think of Bert from The Bird And The Worm video and Jimmy Urine from the How I Learned To Stop Giving A Shit album)

"So, Reven, who's pack do you want to be apart of?" Asks Kitty.

Any other day, I would say Zack right away. I mean, he's my brother for crying out loud! But, something inside me draws me to Gerard. It's like I'm being compelled to go wherever he is, I don't understand it.

"I'll go with Gerard."

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I am a terrible person...

ITS BEEN SO FRICKIN LONG!!!!
I am so sorry. the next update will be sooner (I promise) hehe

*******<<<a picture of Reven's tattoo on the side<<********

Goodbye my beautiful peanut peasants!!!

______Kat Gates