Our Lady Of Sorrows

Feeding

Zack looks at me confused and a little hurt. I feel bad, but I need to go with Gerard. I have to. I can feel it.
I look over at Gerard and he looks. . .Relieved. that's strange..

I brush it off and turn back to Zack, his eyes go wide and he grabs my arm. "you need to feed. Now." Gerard stands up and looks deep into my eyes, confused. I shivered at his touch as every limb in my body went numb.
"I'll go get blood bag." Said Kitty.
Me and Gerard just stare at each other, not saying anything. That same tugging feeling comes back, it feels like it's going to the left side of my chest. I turn my head slightly to see a small window. the full moon is shining light into the dark cafeteria. Gerard is still starring at me with his hands resting on my shoulders. normally, I would be pushing him away, but right now, I never want him to let go.

The delicious sent of vanilla and metal snap me and Gerard out of our trance. my head snaps to the side and I turn to the source. Kitty is standing by the cafeteria door, holding a pint of blood. I loose all control and run to her but a pair of arms restrain me. i don't know who it is,and I really don't care. All I can think about is that sickly sweet sent. I thrash and kick around, trying to get free from their grip. another pair of arms grab my midsection, pulling me to the floor.

"Reven, you have to control yourself!" What sounds like Zack's voice tells me.
"I can't!" I bark.

I get pulled backwards so I am laying on my back with three people holding me down. Gerard straddles overtop of me, looking straight into my eyes.
"Yes you can, Reven. this is your body, your mind. you can control it. hell, you can control it better than any of us can control ours. just try to calm yourself and take deep breaths." I do as he says and feel my muscles retract. "that's it. Now, I'm gonna give you some blood and you will calm down. I promise." I shakily nod.

He puts the blood bag up to my mouth and sink my teeth into it. I have always liked the taste of blood ever sense I was little. I had grown a habit of biting the inside of my cheek and suck on the cut. it was another reason why people thought I was weird. I could never help it though. it wasn't like I was going to cut them open and drink it, or something sadistic like that. now, I feel like I could never live without it-witch I probably can't. Zack hasn't explained the whole to me yet.

I down the whole bag and feel my limbs get more relaxed by each drop. when I'm done, Gerard takes the bag and hands it to Matt. "You okay?" Steve asks. everyone from our table are starring over me with synthetic looks of their faces. "yeah, I'm fine." I smile weakly.
"YAY!" Frankie jump out of nowhere and hugs me. I look over his shoulder, at everyone else. "is he always like this?"
"Yes," they say in a unison, some rolling their eyes playfully. Frankie jumps off of me, pulls me up, turns around and kisses Gerard's cheek. I raise my eyebrow at both of them.
"Frank, Quit that! I am NOT gay." Gerard complains, wiping the side of his face with his hand.
"I can't help it! You're like a big fluffy teddybear!" And with that, Frank skips off somewhere unknown.

Everyone stares at each other for a few seconds, then goes back to our table like nothing happened. I turn to Gerard.
"So, I take it this happens a lot?" I ask, awkwardly.
"What, Vampires attacking other vampires, or Frank kissing me?" He smirks.
"Haha, both."
"Than yes, that happens all the fuckin' time." He laughs. "You should probably get some rest. it's been a long night"
"Nah, I'm gonna go for a walk." A say, yawning.
"Okay, I'll see you later."
"Bye...."

I exit the cafeteria and walk down the long corridors, not really knowing where I am going until I run into someone. we both fall backwards and smack the floor. "oh, I'm sorry." I say, getting up. she stands right up with a huge smile on her face.
"It's fine! I have never seen you around here. are you new? You kinda look like Zacky. are you related to him? What your name?..." She says really fast. she is really hyper.
"I'm Reven. and yes, I am Zack's sister if that's what you mean, and yeah, I am new. what's your name?" I stutter out. I'm not really sure how to talk to her. she's a Vampire, but then again, so am I now. it's really hard for me to get use to this whole situation.

"My name is Kaylyn! I really love your shirt! MSI is cool, but scary! I am not good with scary things. they freak me out!" She babbles on.
"Uh.. thanks.. and uh.. me ether."
"I know right! Hey, have you seen Frankie? I like Frankie. he is so cute!"
"Uh.. Last time I saw him he was in the cafeteria." I say.
"Okay! Thank you, Person!" She exclaims, patting my head and leaving just like that.

What the hell?

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HELO hehe, I forgot an L. I tried to lighten up the mood of the story, so it will be serious and fun. idk.....

A special thanks to Heatherxm for the nice PM's and for adding this, and for just being plain awesome.

snake22334 is Kaylyn btw.
Goodbye peanut peasants!!!

____Kat Gates