Our Lady Of Sorrows

I Can't Think Of A Chapter Name HeHe

"Yes, I'll do it," I say flatly. I'm still mad at him for deceiving me for seven years, but I am also relieved. "But, I want Gerard to do it." I don't know why I said that. maybe because I can't stand the fact of my brother turning me into a monster, or maybe I just don't want to see Zack right now, but, I feel like I am sort of drawn to Gerard. probably because of last night? I don't know. he still creeps me out though.

"Why? I thought you were afraid of Gerard?" He asks, raising an eyebrow.

"I don't know.... I just want Gerard to do it...." I look down.

"Okay, I'll go get him." he says, walking out, still confused.

I sit on the foot of the bed, bringing my knees to my chest. silent tears run down my face. I start to think, this will be my last day to cry tears, this will be my last day to see things for the good, this will be my last day to be alive.....

A few minutes go by of me sitting here, in complete silence. I finally hear the door open but I ignore it. I just keep my head down as the tears keep on rolling.
I feel a pair of soft arms wrap around me, not in a 'I'm going to strangle you' way, but in a comforting way. I slightly look up.

It's Gerard....

"Hey, it's all right. my life has never been a bed of roses ether. this way was better for me, it will be for you too.." He hushes. I rest my head on his chest and I don't hear any heartbeat. "all my life is, is a sad emotion.." I mumble under my breath. I hoped that he didn't hear but he did. He looks down at me and sighs,
"We should probably get this over with.. if you need a little more time then go ahead, but, we have to do this today." he says.
I look down at the freshly polished floor and sigh, "I'm ready...."

He stands us up gently. "I don't want to hurt you." He says compassionately. "it's okay. it's going to hurt ether way." I tell him. he nods and gently cups my neck with his hand. we stare at each other for a few seconds, examining each other's features.
He is so pale, so beautiful. I guess, that's what happens when you're a vampire.
I don't remember much from Gerard. I do however, remember that Mikey pretty much worshiped him.

Mikey....

I'm going to miss him.. I hope he takes me being gone well.

"He'll be okay.. I watch over him, to make sure he doesn't do anything stupid." Gerard says.

"How did y-" he cuts me off.
"It doesn't matter"
"Okay..."

He gives me one last reassuring glance before his eyes turn a deep shade of red, the same eyes I remember from last night. he slowly leans in and sinks his teeth into my neck. I suck in a sharp piece of air as I feel his venom pump through my veins. my knees give out and I fall. he let's go and catches me. my whole bobby starts shaking like I'm having a seizure. Gerard lays me down on the floor gently, using his arm as a rest for my head. My breathing hitches and my veins turn black.
Gerard gives me a sorry look and places his hand on my chest to slow my heartbeat.

"Your body is dying, pay no attention, it happens to us all." I can tell he is trying to comfort me but it's not working.
Minutes go by, the pain increasing more and more, and then everything stops. I just lay there paralyzed. My heartbeat get slower and slower until it's completely stopped.

I am dead...

Gerard doesn't let go of me. it's kinda like he is guarding me from something. He starts caressing my cheek, whispering reassuring things. after a few seconds, I can move again. Gerard slides his hands under my back and lifts me up. he sets me down on the bed while my vision comes back.

"How do you feel?" He asks me, his voice filled with concern.

"I feel different, but yet the same as I was before. I feel a lot more powerful, but, I don't know." he repeatedly nods. I look down at my arms and realize that all of my scars are healed.

I start to feel a burning sensation on my ribs. I whimper and clutch my side. confusion crosses Gerard's face, he lifts my Mindless Self Indulgence shirt up and smiles. "you really are the one.." he says. I look at the left side of my ribs and see that there are tattoos going up my side. It isn't just any tattoo though, it's all black but it glows red, if that makes sense. it's a tree and a skeleton, with two little kid skeletons. they look lost and broken, like no one is there for them. they look like they need help. it's a really sad tattoo, but really beautiful at the same time.

"What does it mean?" I ask.

"It's in the book of morals, the one will be marked with this tattoo. the skeletons represent us all, how broken and defeated we are. the tree represents hope and courage. if you notice, the tree is dead and black, with a few red leaves hanging off of it. the leaves are the last bit of hope we have and they are dying off. the whole tattoo represents a broken nation of vampires and once you save us, the tattoo will change." he explains.

"It's beautiful.." I say.

"I know." He pauses, examining my face again, "you look way different now. do you want to look in the mirror?"

"I thought vampires don't have reflection?" I ask.

"We don't. but, you're not just a vampire, you're the one." he says.

"Okay."

He walks me over to a mirror on the wall and my jaw drops. I look so different; my once short crimson hair, is now raven black. all of my scars have disappeared, my skin is even more paler then Zack's-if possible-and my once chocolate brown eyes, are now a deep hazel/green.

I am a vampire.....

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ELLLOOOO!!!!! I hope you like this because it took all day to write hehe
But it was vary fun!!

QOTD: has anyone played Hail To The King Deathbat?

AOTD: IVE BEAT IT 6 TIMES AND TWICE ON NIGHTMARE MODE HEHE

btw if this book confuses you, play hail to the king death at because you'll the weird references

Later my beautiful peanut peasants!!

____Kat Gates