look away ☄ kim jungwoo

n o t e f o r t y n i n e

empty, it was still empty. he didn't know how long he'd been awake, but he knew he was lacking sleep. lacking could have been an understatement but he was causing his own demise. whether it was because he thought he deserved it, he was lost in his own thoughts for once

deciding that he finally wanted to get up, he traveled out in the latest of hours, hopelessly wandering. there weren't many people out at the time, given it was past 12am. the faintest sounds that lingered in the night were the sounds of heels.

recognizing the exact pair that were worn. adrenaline. the pulsing in his head to the sound of the booming clicks against the cement. why did he think this was a good idea? well it wasn't, it was quite possible the worst idea in all of existence that he decided to commit.

in the spur of the moment he was pulled back, holding his breath he was presented by the same 'angelic' face that he grew to fear. "hello jungwoo, don't you think it's quite late for you to be out right now? alone?" her sickening smile made his head spin. 

the new dryness of his throat made him silent, fear of speaking to her fueled it as well. "are you not going to speak? how rude. you can make it up to me by letting me walk you back to the school dorms yes?" her twisting of subjects was mind boggling, well it wasn't, he just wasn't in the right state of mind.

"leave me alone." the nearly silent words emitted from his lips. her grip on him seemed to strengthened, "excuse me? that's quite rude of you my star." her words dripped with venom. the manipulative behaviour that she could muster up so easily.

the head lights of a car threw them both off at the same time. the loosen of her hands let him have the chance to go. not even thinking twice, he ran, the luck of the roads being clear for him guided him as he sprinted across. the thought of turning back to see her scared him so he continued onto the familiar building of the dorms began to come into view

don't think twice. he reminded him, punching in the code of the door and closing it. panting heavily he thanked himself for knowing the door automatically locks. rushing up the stairs as fast as possible. he burst through his dorm door and locked it. immediately falling to the ground in tears, shaking severely from the close interaction.

make it stop, make it stop, make it stop

paranoia locked onto him, the feeling of several eyes surrounding him made him shake even more. the noises around him numbing to almost nothing. 
look away, look away, look away