𝐆𝐈𝐑𝐋𝐒 - imagines

good 4 u

(this one is technically olivia rodrigo but it's also cylia so that's y it's under cylia. enjoy <3)

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↠︎ 𝐈 𝐋𝐎𝐎𝐊 𝐔𝐏 from my phone again and see the worst sight i could ever see. cylia and jack.

some people may say "oh they're so cute!" "i love them!" but no. i love them of course but not together.

watching them cuddle, hug, and even worse, kiss, disgusts me. mainly because i'm infatuated by cylia but jack has her.

i look back at my phone and scroll past another tiktok. i choose the new song "good 4 u" by olivia rodrigo and subtly point the camera at jack and cylia cuddling and occasionally kissing the other person.

bleh

i hate myself for hating their relationship, but my heart longs to just have someone like cylia. i don't think anyone could ever mean so much to me like cylia does.

i film a couple seconds and listen to the lyrics ring through my head from my airpods.

good for you
you're doin' great out there without me, baby.

i raise my thumb from the red button and flip the camera revealing my face. i fix my hair so that my bangs are showing my face and i smile.

for once i actually like how i look today. my thrifted outfit, my eyeliner, my actually well-lined lips, my rolled hair. i feel great. i press on the red button again and the words come again.

like a damn sociopath!
i've lost my mind, i've spent the night
cryin' on the floor of my bathroom.
you're so unaffected, i really don't get it
but i guess good for you.

the bridge ends and my smile lingers on my face as i watch the tiktok. "what are you smiling about?" cylia asks as her fingers filled with rings lay in jack's hand. "oh, uh just a tiktok." i reply smoothly as i avert my eyes away from her fingers.

she nods and continues playing with jack's fingers as i mentally groan. i look back at my tiktok and smile again as i click the next button.

i press on the caption and begin typing,
"good 4 u @oliviarodrigo. thank u for making another relatable masterpiece."

i press post and watch as the video loads. i sigh and continue scrolling through tiktok and soon hear jack and cylia get up from their chair. "we're gonna get some food, want anything?" jack asks as he holds cylia's hand.

they have to be doing this on purpose. take me out of this misery.

"no thanks, i'll make something here." i say as i watch them nod and walk off. i roll my eyes in jealousy and shake my head as i look back to my tiktok.

"wow that's a lot of notifications, flex tape cant fix that." i mutter to myself, slightly chuckling at my joke.

my eyes widen as i see olivia's comment on my tiktok, "THANK UUU! WE NEED TO MEET OMG" i grin as i quickly reply, "WE RLLY DO, IM BOOKING A FLIGHT ASAP!"

maybe this summer won't be as bad with another friend..

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author speaks
hey, sry i haven't updated
i'm so long, i hope u like this one!