After everyone left Hinata was stuck alone with his thoughts for a bit. He didn't want to be here. He didn't know what his purpose was. He was so very lost. He just wanted time to stop for a few hours to let him rest. He knew that was impossible.
Your nothing but tool for men's pleasure
Let's be honest the team only wants you around for your spikes
Soon they will realize you have no purpose and leave
Hinata smashed his head into a pillow and screamed. He screamed and cried not having any clue what to do. He could only feel the sadness and self doubt eating at him.
"WHY ME!" Hinata screamed "WHAT THE HELL DID I DO TO DESERVE THIS!"
He continued through his mental breakdown till he passed out from exhaustion.
Time skip 15 minutes later
Suga, Daichi, and Kageyama walked into the hospital room expecting Hinata to be up and waiting. They saw the little red-head was dead asleep. Kageyama took a closer look and noticed his puffy eyes and cheeks as well as dried tears on his face. He looked over at the pillow next to the smaller boy covered in tears and snot.
Kageyama sighed as he laid next to Hinata. "He cried after we left," Daichi stated, taking in the boy's state. Kageyama nodded and started running his fingers through Hinata's hair.
It was dry and brittle. It should be soft and healthy. It made Tobio sad. Why would the boy that brought so much happiness be the one to suffer?
It is a question yet to be answered by the entire team.
Timeskip (Sorry for the skips)
Hinata woke up in the middle of the night to find Suga and Daichi curled up on the couch in the room and Kageyama beside him. Hinata thought he could just go back to sleep with no issue, but of course the voices came back.
Your so fat
Why are you such a pig
No wonder no one likes you
No one wants a fat friend
Hinata slipped out of Kageyama's grip and walked to the bathroom. He crouched down in front of the stool and pushed his fingers to the back of his throat. He needs to get the food out. He needed to be skinny. He needed to be 'healthy'.
Kageyama woke to the sounds of someone throwing up. He looked up and noticed Hinata was not by him. He shoved the blankets off and sprinted to the bathroom. By the time he got there Hinata was shoving his fingers down his throat for the third time. Kageyama grabbed Hinata's hand out of his mouth and pulled him into a hug.
"Let me go! I need to be skinny!!" Hinata yelled. Kageyama kept him in his arms no matter how much Hinata punched him and yelled. He wasn't going to let Hinata destroy himself any longer.
Kageyama reached a hand into Hinata's hair and started to sing a song
"The second someone mentioned you were all alone
I could feel the trouble coursing through your veins
Now I know, it's got a hold" Hinata settled for a second listening. He didn't know Kageyama could sing, but he was good. Soon enough Hinata was back asleep.
Kageyam picked him up and carried him back to the bed. "What happened" Suga asked, sitting up and rubbing his eyes.
"Hinata just had a setback. He's fine" Kageyama answered, going back to the bathroom to clean up.
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Hey sorry it wasn't long! I started to lose Ideas and i'm half asleep right now.
Also I haven't been wearing my blue light glasses and now i'm regretting it lol!
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Fiksi PenggemarHinata is a first year at Karasuno High School. Everyone think he is the ball of sunshine. But do they do when they find out his darkest secrets Warnings: Self harm rape abuse bullying None of the characters or art belong to me!!!!