A Storm of Words

𝕋𝕠𝕠 𝔽𝕒𝕤𝕥

I can't even remember
What I had for breakfast this morning
Sometimes I even manage to
Forget my own birthday

Just the other day
I had started enjoying my life
And now it's being disrupted again

I just want for once
To be stable
To have both my feet on the ground
And not worry about change

The days are passing by quickly
The concept of time has escaped me
Has it been weeks,
A fortnight,
Or a year?

The heartbreak still washes over me
Like it was just yesterday
I don't know if you've
Forgotten about me already
But I still remember everything about you

My memory tortures me.
It makes me remember
Why I.. took a liking to you
From the way you smile
To your quick witty remarks
The way your hair flows in the wind
Leaving me tortured in sparks

Every memory..
Gives my grief
Nostalgia
And wistfulness

Now the days are flying by
I thought I had finally accepted the past
But now my reality is daunting too
My cowardice,
My stupidity,
My reluctance
Will cost me for all eternity.

Flashes of new faces pass me by
It's too fast for me to be upset
New sprouting friendships are implanted
Yet my foolishness, cause them to wilt

Soon I'll have no one
I grew up too fast
Everything happened too fast

It's too late now