I Need A Family...

CHAPTER 11

HAPPY MOTHER FUCKING PRIDE!!!!!

Hope everyone has a great pride month! I still ( unfortunately ) cant do much as my parents control me but Ill be sporting my Bi makeup for the next month! hehe and Allies we love you too thanks for all your suport xx enjoy x

Why...   why are you doing this?

Because a week little omega like you, even a little by science, is useless.

Meaningless

Useless,

And most importantly

A slut!

AHHHHHH!!! WHY! NO NO NO NO NO NO

"NO!!!!" I screamed as I awoke from my nightmare. I sat for a moment catching my breath when I smelt it, his sent all over me. I picked myself and ran to the bathroom. I felt icky, dirty, disgusting. I ran in locking the door behind me. I vomited over and over for a minute, the smell was better than his. I quickly moved to turn the shower on as hot as possible and carefully stripped down my body. I finally felt the pain from all that had happened to my body, it hurt so much that tears filled my eyes.

Before I went into the water, I looked at myself in the mirror and just stared at the boy in it. he looked back but with tears all down his face, leaking from his eyes. The boy looked foreign to me. I stood their longer and longer but then I felt something trickle down my leg. I looked down and saw a little stream of white leaking from me. it finally connected with me again and I sprinted to the shower.

The water immediately burned my skin, but I didn't care. I grabbed the hose off the wall and aimed it at my whole.

'Out. Please, out. Please get out of me!'

I shoved my fingers into my loose, burning hole, trying to clean it all out. It hurt but I didn't care.

'Out. Get it all out, please. Please. Please.'

The evidence of the man slid freely down my thighs. Sweat and come and slick all trickled down. it felt so disgusting... I moved off from it as it hurt too much now, instead grabbing soap and the rough scrubber and rubbing it all over me. I scrubbed hard. So hard my skin went redder and redder until it began to bleed. I washed of the soap in the boiling water and hopped out. Wrapping a towel around me and quickly sprinting back to my room. But I didn't make it back unseen... I ignored whoever it was calling to me and made it to my room, thinking id locked the door behind me. I changed into a large shirt Suga had given me and crawled into my nest and laid their sobbing.

Asahi's POV

I had gotten out of bed, after a small struggle to have Noya let me go. I walked down the hall of rooms, aiming to get to the bathroom. But when I saw Hinata running through the hall to his room I changed plans.

Asahi: "Hinata!" he ignored me and just went into his room. I walked down the hall and stood next to his door. I heard a lot of shuffling around before it went silent for a minute. Then soft sobs filled the air. I knocked on the door, but had no response, "Hinata I'm coming in." I walked in closing the door quietly behind me.

Hinata was laying in his nest, curled into a tight ball, sobbing and whimpering into a big pillow. I walked over to his bed and sat on the outside of his nest. I had no way of knowing what state his mind was in so I decided to play it safe, releasing a simple comforting sent and waiting to see if he reacted. His sobbing stopped after a minute or two, his whimpering didn't though. He looked up from the tight ball he was in. I smiled down at him.

Hinata: "Asa-hi?" his voice was harsh and raspy. It hurt me to hear him like this, after all he was one of my pack, and my pup. I nodded and held a hand to him, he flinched back and whimpered again. "...get out..."

Asahi: "I'm not going to hurt you or get mad. I just wanted to sent you." he looked up at me a little shocked and confused.

Hinata: "Why? I don't want to..." he said quietly.

Asahi: "Why. Because I think that you can still smell him on you," he flinched at that, 'I'm right' "let me hide it. it will help. I promise." He hesitated, seemingly adding up the option in his head before gave a small nod but still didn't move. "don't want to leave your nest?" he shook his head,

Hinata: "no..."

Asahi: "No what?"

Hinata: "I don't want anyone in my nest." That's a little tricky...

Asahi: "well... why don't I sit just in the entrance and you can sit in my lap if you want. Or just inside." I asked. He thought again, the gears turning before he moved forward sitting just inside the entrance and took my hand pulling it. I moved forward and sat in the spot just talked about. He hesitated, looking a little worried but I smiled hoping to reassure him. Not sure if it worked but he did crawl into my lap.

Hinata: "Just make it quick." He said and moved his neck to reveal his sent gland. I was so glad Suga or Kageyama arn't here, they may have lost control. I slowly moved in and began to rub my nose into his gland, releasing the sweet sent. Hinata whimpered as I began to rub into it more and more. He now smelt a lot more like me, but their was a small sent underneath mine but it took a bit to pinpoint. 'I hope he doesn't try.'

Asahi: "There you go. Better?" he jumped off me and back into his nest.

Hinata: "go." His voice quivered and his body shook, "You did what you wanted, so go."

Oh no...

Asahi: "Hinata. Did you really want that?" I asked now worrying that id overstepped and made it worse.

Hinata: "Doesn't matter, out now." I left the room quickly closing the door and falling against it.

'shit...'

"Asahi?"