I Need A Family...

CHAPTER 23

I watched as Sugawara removed his clothes. His skin was normally slightly lighter than mine, a lot like a peal in a necklace or earing. His body is perfect, soft but still strong, as an alpha is. He walked towards me and I looked down, blushing and looking at myself. My stomach had a small bump forming as the pup grew. Not too big but definitely noticeable now. But the rest of me was overly skinny compared to what it once was. I hugged my middle trying my best to hide my swollen belly as well as everything wrong with me.

'You look so pasty.'

'Why is your skin so weird?'

'Your too skinny even with that stomach.'

'Why does your stomach looks so saggy?'

'Your hair is so oily. Its even falling out.'

'Why would anyone, especially him, love you!'

'Your hideous!-'

Suga: "Hinata?" the sweet calming voice and sent drew my attention and I looked up to the taller boy, who was standing just outside the shower. Where we ever close in height? I feel tiny. "Hinata why are you crying?"

Hinata: "I'm not... oh" I reached up touching my face and felt tears. I quickly turned to face the wall wiping the tears and reaching for the soap pump. I pushed it onto my hand and rubbed it onto me. I heard him sigh and his footsteps made a light patting sound against the wet tiled floor. He hissed out and his footsteps seemed to jump back.

Suga: "HINATA! That water is way to hot!!" he quickly turned the tap handle to be straight. The water went from a burning hot to a chilling warm. my whole body writhed in a shiver as the water's new temperature hit my skin. "Hinata, that was very dangerous! You shouldn't do that! its going to hurt you." I looked away, guiltily. He sighed once again, "come on now. Sit down and ill help you clean up."

Hinata: "No... don't touch me." I all but ended in a whisper.

Suga: "Why shouldn't I? is something wrong pup?" he asked, his face filled with confusion.

Hinata: "B-beCAUSE! My skin is gross... my whole body is... even where my pup is." He reached up over my head and picked up a bottle, squirting the purple liquid onto his hand.

Suga: "I don't think that at all. I think your pup's bump is beautiful, your skin is so pretty and soft, your mop of orange hair is iconic and always looked so soft to me and your smile has always brightened any room and heart you entered.

To me Hinata...

Your perfect."

I blushed at his words and felt myself relax even after Sugawara placed his hands in my hair. He began to gently rub the purple soap through it. this was the first time I had felt truly relaxed in months. It was... nice. I felt myself leaning into the touch of the alpha above. Was I really okay with an alpha's touch?

-Timeskip-

We finished getting ready and it was time to go. First to the college and then training, Sugawara by my side the entire time. it made me happy, even if he was an alpha he was mi-my packs. Tho seeing the other alpha's in the living room made me worry as I clung close. He smiled down reassuring me its okay. I knew to believe him but my body didn't. With Yamaguchi, Nishinoya and Asahi also coming with us, their own classes beginning soon.

It felt nice being in the heat of the sun. it was definitely hotter today than many others but I still wore a jacket Sugawara gave me and long jeans. The breeze keeping me as cool as it could. The others catted happily together. I occasionally added a word or two but not many still not wanting to talk much. My throat was sore from the vomiting id been doing over the past month. Is that normal.