I Need A Family...

CHAPTER 19

Hinata's Pov

Its been 2 weeks since I went to the doctors and found out about my baby. And I don't know how to feel anymore. I don't want to give them up, their growing in me and I can't just take a life that never even got a chance. But every time I think of the life I'm growing I remember how they came to be. It makes me sick, literally. I would vomit... and quite hard. Morning sickness is also hitting me quite painfully. I spend most of my time in the bathroom or locked away in my room.

I don't think I have smiled since I found out... I don't even know the last time I was happy. I definitely remember crying... A lot of crying, I am so sad and tired. I just... don't have the energy or will to get up and DO anything, other than run to vomit. eating is more like an after thought unless someone brings a plate into my view. Same with drinking, I just didn't remember.

Yamaguchi came to visit me every day along with Asahi, I barely let them In however. Usually, they waited till I left ad just waited for me to come back. Yamaguchi tried to make sure I would eat. Not that I wanted too. I'd just vomit it up anyway. He ended up feeding me if I ever slipped. Asahi meanwhile would hold me, if I let him, and he would sent me. it always felt nice no matter how much I fought him over it and said I hated it, I hated him. I didn't and I didn't know why I said this but I did.

As soon as he was done, I would shove him out the door and just sobbed. The smell was so nice but not what my body and I craved. After a whole week of this had passed, I was done with it and began to never leave my room. if I needed to vomit, I did it in a bin, tipping it down the toilet (And puking more) once all were asleep. I never opened the door to any knock. Slipping back to how I was before I knew about the pup. I didn't eat, didn't drink, barely slept well and pretty much gave up on myself.

Iwaizumi POV

(Iwa is Alpha switch)

I've been staying with kageyama and observing the Karasuno's pack and its been... intresting. Their pack was stressed, it was the sent of the house no matter how much Sugawara was trying to make it smell more relaxed. The cause of all this was Hinata, who was locking himself in his room for some reason that not all of them seemed to know. Today Yamaguchi was standing in the hall with a plate of food. I walked up to him, tapping him on the shoulder.

Iwa: "Hey Yamaguchi what's going on?"

Yama: "Need Hinata to eat." He said sighing and knocking on the door. I shrugged and walked a little further down to Kageyama's room. he and I chatted for a while until we heard Yamaguchi now banging on the door, "SHOYO OPEN YOUR DOOR!" We looked at one another and ran to the hall. We weren't the only ones, everyone else now looking on.

Hina: "NO IM NOT! LEAVE IT AND I MIGHT BUT IM NOT OPENING UP" He yelled and sobbed behind his door and everyone looks at Yamaguchi. I've never seen him like this, so mad and its clear no one else has either. He tips his shit and smashes the bowl he was holding, startling us all.

Yama: "HINATA YOU'RE GOING TO FUCKING HARM YOUR PUP! WHY THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING THIS!" he bashed on the door falling to his knees and slowly banging it softer. Asahi and Nishinoya lean down to try and comfort him as the rest of the pack as well as myself are all in shock.

Suga: "Did you say Hinata has... has a pup?" Yamaguchi turned, not calming down much and screaming.

Yama: "YES! YOUR OUR ALPHA CANT YOU SMELL HIM! DAICHI CANT YOU!? YOU ALL... all should have known." He breaks down and begins to cry. Asahi picks him up.

Asahi: "Come on, lets go talk about this." We all walked into the living room, Nishinoya now explaining everything.

Nishinoya: "so yes, Hinata is pregnant and also terrified of alphas. I know most of you know that one but we found out about two weeks ago. That's when his sadness and hate for alpha's, probably from his little side got worse. He was leaving because of morning sickness. That's how we got in before but now he wont even do that." Noya said getting sadder and sadder as he spoke.

Iwaizumi: "morning sickness... that's not good," I now had everyone's attention, "If he isn't eating the pup will start to, for a lack of better term, feed off of Hinata's body resources. Its not good and he could get very sick." Sugawara hated this thought clearly. Beginning to panic.

Suga: "We HAVE to help him!"

Tsuki: "And how do you suggest that?" Tsukishima said sarcastically and they pack just looked at one another.

Daichi: "I think the solution is you Suga. You need to go in and help him, as his packs alpha." Suga blushed and nodded.

Iwaizumi: "Like locking them in together?"

Daichi and Iwaizumi: "Umm yeh sure" we looked at each other and chuckle.

Kageyama: "not a bad idea you two!!"

Suga: "but how do we get him to come out long enough so I can go in?"

Iwaizumi: ".....put wolfsbane into his food." everyone gasped and began to scream and yell.

Tsukishima: "YOU CANT DO THAT!"

Sugawara: " IT WOULD KILL HIM!"

Ennoshita: "ARE YOU CRAZY!?"

Kageyama: "BABE WHAT!" he yelled in my face before he relaxed, "Wait... what do you know?" everyone shut up and looked over confused.

Iwaizumi: "The purple pestles are nowhere near as bad and are used to make people vomit up worse poisons before given tea to heal the small amounts of poison in it. it will only take two petals."

Suga: "Is it worth it... what if it hurts the baby..." he looked down saddened by the idea.

Daichi: "how quickly would he need the tea." Everyone looked over to me again.

Iwaizumi: "Two petal have an affect after 15 minutes and tea must be given before 45 minutes after he ingests it. which should be just enough time." everyone looked around and nodded with each other.

Yamaguchi: "well Iwaizumi can you help me with prepping it all?"

Iwaizumi: "Sure thing."