Desire POV
One Week Later...
Kylie Riley Mann, 4lbs and 6oz, 12 inches long.
Desedric had a baby girl and she's so gorgeous. Sedric passed the game down to his homeboys, since he has to take care of Kylie . He's so obessed with her, Ky always make him smile. Trevor mother sometimes babysit Ky when Desedric has to do things.
I fell in love with my boo boo. That's auntie's baby.
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"Mommy" Amari said jumping into the bed with me and Trevor.
"Yes baby" i said
"When you and daddy are going to have a baby... Like Uncle Sed. I want a little sister mommy." Amari said
"Baby mommy and daddy isn't ready for a baby" i said
"Oh we're not?" Trevor asked
I looked at him and he looked at me.
"No we're not, we still are in school, we have Amari to take care of--"
"We can have a child Desire!" He yelled
Amari hopped off the bed and ran out the room while closing the door.
"No Trevor, a child is a big responsibility" i said
"I took care of Amari by myself! I know what to do!" He yelled
"Why are you yelling?" I asked calmly
"Desire I love you and I want to have a baby with you" he said
"I love you too Trevor but I'm not ready. We've only been in a relationship for 7 months. Don't you think it's too early to have a baby? We're kind of moving too fast" I asked
I guess that set him off because he got out the bed and put his shoes on.
"Where are you going?" I asked while getting out the bed
He mumbled something but I didn't completely hear what he said.
He walked out he room and I followed him.
"Trevor where are you going!" I yelled
"Shut the fuck up Desire! Just leave me alone right now!" He yelled while walking outside
"Are you seriously mad because I said it's too fucking early to have a baby in this relationship!?" I yelled
"Desire go in the house" he said as he clenched his jaw.
"Tell me why the fuck are you mad and where are you going!?" I yelled
"Don't fucking worry about it! Take your ass in that house" he yelled
"Who the fuck you think you is talking to me like that? You're not my dad!" I yelled
"I see why nobody wanted to be your friend because of that fucking attitude. I see why you're dad kicked your ass out, I see why now! You always bitching and whining" he yelled
"Well ex-fucking-cuse me, you know what fuck you Trevor!" I screamed
"Fuck you too and get the fuck out of my house!" He yelled
"Mommy--"
Trevor cut Amari off by saying: "She's not your mother and she never will be! Go in the fucking house!" He yelled
"You don't have to yell at her like that!" I said
"Shut the fuck up, you don't tell me how to talk to my child" he said
"I want your shit out by the time I get back" he said before getting in the car and driving off.
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Trevor POV
I walked into the house and upstairs into my bedroom. I seen Desire packing her bags and I heard her sniffling.
"Mommy are you coming back?" Amari asked
"I don't know baby girl--"
"Where you going?" I asked confusingly
"You kicked me out, so I'm going to live with my brother" she said
She stood up and wiped her face.
"Thank you for telling me how you feel about me. It really hurt my feelings " She said while smiling
"I don't remember anything that happened... So can you please explain to me what's going on" i said honestly
"Oh you don't remember saying get the fuck out your house since I said fuck you? Or you told Amari that I'm not her mother and I never will be? You don't remember that shit? Or-- Mari go to your room baby girl" she said
Amari ran out the room and closed the door.
"You don't remember saying that you see why my father kicked me out? Because of my attitude and I'm always whining and bitching!? You don't remember that shit!? It really hurt when you said that to me! I never thought in a million years you would say some shit like that!" She yelled
"Desire I'm so--"
"Save it Trevor." She said grabbing her bags
"Desire I don't remember anything from what happened earlier" I said grabbing her arm
"Why so?" She said
"Because" i said not wanting to tell the truth
"Because what Trevor? You're still smoking aren't you?" She said
I stayed silent and held my head down
"You need to stop that shit Trevor!" She yelled
"I'm addicted to it Desire! It's fucking hard! That's the only thing that keeps me insane. It relive my stress. It's hard taking care of you and Amari, going to the trap and school. I can't balance everything at the same time." I yelled back
"How about you quit trapping!" She yelled
"You know that I can't do that I'm too deep in the game baby" i sighed
"One day you're gonna lose your life or lose someone that's close to you." She said
"Don't jinx me Desire." I said
"It's the fucking truth Trevor!" She yelled
I knew she was right, she's always right. She only wants what's best for me. I want what's best for me but sometimes we can't get what we always want.
"Come here baby" Desire said opening up her arms
I stood and made my way to her. She wrapped her arms around my neck and I snaked my arms around her waist.
"I'm not telling you what to do Trevor but do what's right. Trapping is not the only thing you can do baby. You're in school for business and industry, once you get this degree you can start your own business. Become something baby,be the first one to graduate from college. I only want what's best for you" she said
"I've already got what's best for me... You and Amari. I'm sorry for what happened earlier, I promise it won't happen again" i said
"I know it won't because if it does I will kill you" she said kissing my lips
"And I respect that you want to wait to have a child" I said
"Mommy? Are you leaving?" Amari said walking into our room
"No baby she's not going anywhere" I said
"Daddy don't hurt mommy again or I will hurt you" Amari threatened
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Size Doesn't Matter
Teen FictionSize shouldn't matter... Why everyone can't just love the person for who they are and not by their appearance. Desire always thought that... Why everyone judge her based off her looks? She has a pretty face but her body,she thinks other wise.
