(This chapter might be kinda long. I was bored and didn't have anything to do so y'all better be happy that it's long. Because this ain't happening again lol.)
Desire POV
Few weeks later...Today, after class me and Trevor decided to invite some of our friends over our house and just chill . Amari wanted to spend the night over her grandmother's house, so we don't have to worry about her right now.
"Fam, I ready to get the fuck out of school." Trevor Homeboy Dope said
"I feel you" Trevor said
"Babe I really need my nails done" Dope girlfriend said
"Fuck you telling me for?" He said mugging her
"Bitch don't act up because I will fuck you up" she said mugging him back
"I want you to try and see what's go happen. Imma fuck you up" he said
"Dope don't act a fool" she said
"Man, I don't know why y'all females think y'all go do shit to us males. Y'all already know we go fuck y'all up, so quit talking that bullshit shit . All y'all do is talk shit ." Dope said
"Ain't nothing hut the truth" Trevor said making me snap my head at him
"Oh really?" I said raising an eyebrow
"Baby--"
"Whatever" I said sitting back on the couch.
Trevor stood up and left the living area.
"Desire you want to leave and go to the nail--"
"Desire what the fuck is this?" Trevor said holding up my birth control pills
I bit my bottom lip and looked down.
"My birth control pills babe" I said looking up at him
"The fuck you need this for Sire?" He shouted
"I told you I don't want to have any kids right now Trevor & it's best for me to be on birth control. After... You know we had sex, and we can't keep our hands off--"
"Desire if you get pregnant then your pregnant! You acting like we don't know how to take care of a kid!" He shouted making me jump in fear
"Trevor calm down." I said grabbing his hand but he soon snatched it away from me.
"So you basically killed my seed?" He questioned
"No Trevor, not necessarily. It help prevent me from getting pregnant" I said
"You're selfish Desire." He sais while shaking his head
"We're gonna step out. Umm, see y'all later." Dope said as him and Mae rushed out the house.
"How the fuck am I selfish Trevor!? Huh?" I yelled
"You're only thinking about yourself right now!" He shouted
"I'm thinking about everything with this situation! You're purposely trying to get me pregnant! We're not ready to have a child yet Trevor! My body has to go through different changes, I'm in school, helping my brother with his child too. Let's not forget Amari! Babe we can barely take care of her because we be busy. We rarely spend time with our own daughter! So tell me how we going to take care of a another child!?" I yelled
I pushed him out the way and made my way to our room.
"Where you're going Desire?" He yelled
"Shut the fuck up Trevor, you just completely embarrassed me in front of our friends! " I shouted
"Where are you going? You can't keep running away from your problem!" He yelled while grabbing my arm
"Let go of me Trevor! You're the one that cause the problem!" I yelled
He raised his hand up as if he was going to hit me, he begin to squeeze my arm tighter. I winced in pain.
"Trevor you're hurting me! Let go" I said trying to remove his fingers
He only squeeze my arm harder, making tears fall from my eyes.
"Let go Trevor! Let me fucking go!" I screamed while trying to get loose
His face got soft and he let go of me. I quickly grabbed my keys and raced downstairs. I heard his footsteps behind me, I got inside the car and press the button to start to engine.
I quickly reversed and sped off .~*~
Somehow, I ended up at my father's house. I got out the car and knocked on the door. The door open and there stood my father.
"Desire?" He spoke softly
He eyes roamed my body, then it soon fell to my bruised arm. He touched my arm making me wince. He pulled me into a hug and kissed my forehead.
"Who did this?" He whispered
"Daddy he didn't mean to" I cried
"Baby just tell me so I can beat his ass." He said while stroking my hair
"My b-boyfriend. " I said shaking my head while pulling away
"He doesn't usually put his hands on me. This was his first time, I don't want to make it seem like it's okay for him to do this to me daddy" I said
"He's not going to do this again okay?" He said walking me inside the house .
"Dad--" I said lowly
"I know you're sorry Desire and I'm sorry too okay? But you can't talk to me any kind of way, I may haven't been in your life but I'm still your father and I want you to respect me okay? I don't want us to ever separate again. Ight? You're my daughter and my everything, from now own I'm staying by your side." He said
I nodded my head not knowing what else to say.
"Now, we're finna go to his house so I can beat his ass." He said while grabbing his keys
"Dad--"
"Desire let's go" he demanded
I nodded my head and quickly followed him outside.
"Imma follow you." He said before getting inside his car
He followed close behind me as we drove back to my house. I noticed my brother car, and Trevor's parents car.
It's about to go down I thought .
I got out the car and slowly walked up to the porch. I'm scared that my dad is going to hurt him.
"Daddy please don't--"
"Desire open the fucking door now" he semi-yelled
I quickly unlocked the door and my dad pushed me put the way and walked inside.
"Who the fuck put their hands on my daughter's arm? I don't give a fuck if it's a fucking bruise or anything. You will not touch her like that!" I heard my dad yell
I quickly ran into the living area and grabbed my father's arm.
"Desire let me go now." He said sternly
"Dad, there's kids in the house" I whispered
"Point to him" he said looking down at me
"Daddy his daughter is over there. Stop!" I said grabbing his arms
"Desire quit! Let me go!" He shouted
I seen in the corner of my eye when Trevor brother Tremaine, took Kylie and Amari out the house.
"Desire who is this nigga?" Desedric asked while mugging my dad
"This your boyfriend?" My dad asked
"No daddy this is my brother." I said lowly
My dad cut his eyes at Trevor and he turned red.
"You're the nigga that did this?" My dad said grabbing my arm and pointing to my bruise
"Trevor what the fuck wrong with you?" Trevor dad said standing up
"I didn't mean--"
"No don't say that shit! Because I begged you to stop but you kept on squeezing me! So shut the fuck up!" I screamed
"What the fuck happened anyway!?" My dad shouted
I started telling everyone what happened from beginning to end, not missing one single detail. Once I was finish I seen my dad jumped across the room throwing punches at Trevor. Both of them was getting punches in. I was scared that my dad was gonna beat Trevor to death since my dad is buff.
After ten minutes of trying to pull away Sedric shot two bullets in the air making everyone stop what they were doing.
"Man get off me" Trevor said pushing my dad off of him.
I didn't know who to go to first and see if they were okay. I just went to my dad first, he only had a busted lip and a few scratches. I quickly went to get a first aid kit.
"You okay daddy?" i asked while wiping blood off his bottom lip
"I'm chilling" he chuckled while massaging his knuckles
After seeing if my dad was okay, I went over to Trevor.
"Man get away from me" He mumbled
Ignored him and continue to wipe blood off of his face.
"I think I broke my finger" He mumbled
I grabbed his hand and examined his hand.
"You probably just sprained it." I said
"I'm sorry" he said looking down at my arm
"Okay" I said lowly as I placed a bandaid on his eyebrow
"Desire" I heard Sedric said
"What" I said
"We need to talk" he said
"About?" I sighed
"Everything"
I sighed and stood up. I followed Sedric as he walked into our guest room and I closed the door.
"That's your... Dad?" He asked
"Yes Sedric... That's my biological father" I sighed
"He buff as hell" He laughed
I crack a smile and nodded my head
"Yeah I know. I have a little sister also, I feel bad for leaving her and not telling her though." I said
"About this Trevor grabbing you bullshit. You better be happy your pops got a hold of Trevor before I did, because I was about to shoot Trevor" Sedric said
"I don't know what to do anymore Desedric." I said sitting on the bed
"I know you love him Desire. Do whatever your heart tells you, but you can't leave Amari if you leave Trevor. You know that girl loves you and you're her mother." Sedric said
"I know, I'm willing to work everything out with Trevor to make this relationship work. I can't up and leave him Sedric... Trevor needs help and I'm there to help him. I'm not just go give up on him just because of a bruise. I mean, I love him. He's my first love, my first of everything Sedric. I need him and he needs me. You know?" I said as tears trickled down my face
"I understand baby sis. Let's just say if he put his hand on you or anything. I will kill him" Sedric said
I nodded my head whule wiping my tears
"Now stop crying and give me a hug" he said
I smiled and hugged him tightly. We pulled away and walked back into the living area and my dad was talking to Trevor and his parents.
"Here Sed she shitted in my arms. I can't take this shit anymore fam" Tremaine said as tears fell from his eyes.
"Bro she stink! How can you deal with that?" Tremaine said shaking his head
"He's retarded" I laughed
"Desire come here" My dad said
"Sir?" I said standing next to him
"We all on good terms ight? I don't want this to happen again. You and Trevor need to talk foreal." He said
"We're finna get going. We'll watch Mari so y'all can talk or whatever" Trevor mom said
"Come here Mari baby" I said
She ran into my arms and kissed me all over my face.
"I love you mommy" she said pecking my lips
"I love you more baby. Tomorrow how about we'll go shopping and get our nails done?" I asked
"Really?" She asked
"Yes baby. Now go give daddy a hug and kiss goodbye" i said patting her butt
She kissed Trevor and hugged him tightly
"We'll see y'all later." They said as they walked out
Once we heard the door close, me and Trevor sat in awkward silence. I looked up into his grey eyes and bit down on my bottom lip.
"Come here" he said
I stood up and walked over to him. I stood in between his legs and he grabbed my waist.
"I'm sorry" he said while kissing my bruise
"I'm so sorry." He said as his voice cracked
"Baby I-I don't know what overcame me. I need help babe, I really do" He cried into my shirt
"I know babe, and I'm willing to do anything to help you. " I said running my fingers through his curls
"T-thank you for not giving up on me baby." He said standing up and hugging me.
He pulled away without taking his hands away from my waist. He pecked my lips multiple times, I deepen the kiss as I wrapped my legs around his waist . I bit down on his bottom lip gently while pulling away. Trevor begin to kiss on my neck as his hands roamed my body. He slipped his hands inside my pants and begin to massage my pussy.
"Already wet for daddy" He said against my lips
He pulled my pants and panties down and pushed me onto the couch. He parted my legs apart and begin to massage my pussy. I felt his tongue flick my clit multiple times.
"Sweet pwussy satday" Trevor said making me burst out laughing
I immediately stopped laughing when he shoved his long fingers inside of me.
"Fuck" I shouted as his fingers hit my G-spot
He licked my clit in the process of fingering me.
"Release" he said against my pussy
I released myself all over his fingers. As I was trying to catch my breath, without warning Trevor slammed himself inside me.
"Pull out! Pull out!" I said trying to catch my breath
Trevor chuckled and begin stroking in and out of my pussy. He whispered dirty things inside my ear making me more wet.
"Fuck baby" he groaned in my ear
He picked me up and put my legs over his shoulder as he pumped in and out of me.
"Shit!" I moaned as I came once again.
"Fuck me harder" I moaned loudly
You could hear our skin slapping against each other. I smashed my lips against his as my fingernails dug into his skin.
"What's my name?" Trevor groaned
"Treeevorrr" I moaned
"Wrong" he said slapping my ass
"What's my fucking name?" He said slamming into me over and over again
"Fuck! Daddy!" I yelled
He smirked with satisfaction.~*~
"Shit that's cold" Trevor hissed as I placed a cold towel on his back.
"Sorry" I giggled
"It's your fault for scratching up my back" he said
"Shutup no it's not." I giggled while sitting on his back
"I was beating the pussy up. You know it 'Sire." He said
I know he was smirking woth his cocky light skin ass.
"Yeaaahh you know, that's why your ass stayed silent" he laughed
"Shut the fuck up" I said hitting him with the towel
"Desire you know that shit was cold. Why would you do that?" Trevor said while wiping his face
"Sorry" I giggled
"Sorry my ass" he mumbled
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