Size Doesn't Matter

SDM-18

Desire POV
Later That Night...

I heard the front door slam and footsteps coming upstairs. I've been up waiting to talk to Trevor. He didn't answer none of my calls or texts at all.

"Hey" I said lowly as he walked into the room

He ignored me and begin to strip out his clothes.

"Can we talk?" I asked

"We have nothing to talk about" He mumbled

"I just want--"

"Desire the situation is over with, okay? I forgive you, now go to sleep." He said as he got inside the bed

"Trevor I'm sorry, I was just frustrated with everything going on. I've been thinking and stuff. This isn't only about me and my feelings. It's about mine, yours and Amari's. I'm not going to abort our child. I don't know why that even popped up in my head. I was thinking, I should still attend the college I'm at now, then when I get bigger I'll take the online classes." I said

He turned the lamp off and turned his back towards mines. I wrapped my arms around his waist and one leg over him.

"I love you" he mumbled

"I love you too" I said lowly

~*~

"Desire" I heard

"Desire baby" I heard again

I fluttered my eyes open to see Trevor dressed in his work clothes.

"Why you're dressed in your work clothes baby?" I asked

He sighed and rubbed his head.

"I ain't got time to be in school right now, I got to take care of my family." He said

"Baby you can still take classes--" I was cut off by him

"Come walk me to the door" he said helping me out the bed

I followed him downstairs and opened the door for him.

"Gimme kiss" he mumbled

I stood on my tippy toes and wrapped my arms around his neck and kissed his lips. He gripped my ass through my night gown, while slipping his tongue inside my mouth.

"Fuck" he sighed

"Five minutes okay?" He said as he unbuckled his belt.

I bit down on my bottom lip and nodded my head.

He lifted up my night gown exposing my naked body. He pinned me against the wall and kissed my neck.

"You're already wet for daddy" he mumbled as he moved his tip up and down my slit.

"You're gonna be late" I moaned as he begin to stroke inside of me

"Fuck work right now" he groaned while throwing his head back

~*~

"Alright love you!" I said as Trevor walked to the car

"Love you too " He smiled before getting into the car.

I made sure he was in safely before closing and locking the door behind me.

I walked into the kitchen to fix me something to eat. I fixed me a big bowl of fruity pebbles, and sat down on the couch while watching the news.

I turned the tv up listening to the reporter as she talk about the things that's going down in Baltimore. I shook my head while looking at the destroyed city.

"I honestly pray for this world" I mumbled

The report change the subject and start talking about the weather. They were saying there was going to be a 74% chance of rain and a possibility of a tornado.

"I swear I hate Alabama weather" I mumbled

"Mommy?" I heard Amari's voice

"Baby girl why you're up so early?" I asked

"Mommy I don't feel good. I feel sick" she said

I placed my bowl on the table and open my arms and she snuggled in my arms. She start to shiver while falling back asleep.

"Baby you cold? The air isn't even on" I said pulling a cover over us

She shot right up and held her mouth. I quickly jogged towards the bathroom and let her empty her insides, inside the toilet. After cleaning the toilet, I ran her a warm bath.

"Mommy be back, I'm about to give you some medicine" I said

She nodded her head before I left out the restroom. I went into the kitchen to look for some medicine for kids but there were none at all. I sighed and went to retrieve my phone from upstairs and called Tremaine, Trevor's brother.

"What it is?" He said

"Tremaine can you do me a favor?" I asked

"Anything for you sis" he said

"Can you go to the store for me and get Mari some medicine--"

"Mommy I threw up in the tub!" Amari yelled

"Shit" I said before running towards the bathroom

"Sis you need help over there?" He asked

"She just threw up in the tub while taking a bath. Can you please just get some medicine for kids, that's not too strong for her" I said

"Yes ma'am. I'll be on my way" he said

"Alright, thank you Tre" I said

"You welcome bye big sexy" he said

"Goodbye asshole"I laughed

I cleaned the tub out then begin to bathe Amari while humming to her.

"You're such a great mother you know that?" I heard Tremaine's voice

I looked back at him and seen him with alot of groceries in his hands.

"Thank you so much Tre" I smiled as I washed her hair

"Desire I wanted to talk to you though" He said as he came back from putting the groceries down .

"Wassup?" I said while taking Amari out and drying her off.

"So there's this girl..." He said

"What's her name?" I asked

"Eboni. I really love her so much Desire, she makes me so happy. I-I think she's pregnant" He whispered on the last part

"I'm so scared Desire, I-I don't know what to do. If she is pregnant, I'm scared that I'll be a horrible father." He said

"Tremaine you'll be a great father don't think the worse. I watch the way you play with Amari and Kylie, I can tell you love kids. You're a great uncle, having a kid for yourself is even better." I said as I put Amari onesie on

"I think if she is pregnant her brother will probably force her to abort it. He's overly protective with her" he sighed

"Fu-- forget what her brother say Tremaine! It's your relationship not his." i said