Fanboy (Albedo X Sucrose)

07

—“How does it taste, honey?” — Mona asked to me.

—“The truth is not very good, but with a little effort you can improve this” — I told her with total honesty while eating the dish she made.

—“Could you stop being so attached to the truth for at least once? I prepared it for you!” —She looked sad.

—“That's not what I meant! I loved it! But it could be better” — I replied, trying to make her feel good. —“The detail is what counts, and it's what I love about you”.

I used to say "I love you" when my heart beat for an impossible person in the world. Yes, she is important to me, but nothing compared to Sucrose. I started to have feelings for a person who will never in the world make me, but still, I have fallen into her sweet trap.

It's been a long time since this loving feeling, and the last time I felt it, I was heartbroken. I will try to keep my mind off Sucrose. I really want to change. This obsession can't go on like this.

I sank into thoughts, I wasn't thinking of anything else. And a shrill voice pulled me out of my circle.

—“Kreiden?, Kreidenprinz?” — She waved her hand in front of my face. —“Mona calling Albedo, are you alive?”

—“Yes, I am” —I reacted.

I hadn't paid attention to her. Totally the idea of ​​Timaeus was not correct, but what can I do now? I am already taken, and I must fulfill my role as a partner. If there is something that hurted me a long time ago it was that the person I loved left me, I don't want her to go through the same.

Our date was over, and I went home. It was a boring saturday, so I decided to call Timaeus, just to hang out and forget all of this, but of course Timaeus being Timaeus and I wasn't expecting something else.

—“How was your date?” — He asked to me, and I know he was crunching lettuce leaves. Will one day he stop eating salad? Or will I one day get back to reality?

—“It sucks to be me” — I answered him, with complete honesty, hoping that he would comfort me.

—“Tell me something I don't know” — He laughed at me, without expecting my answer.

—“Eating an apple is more effective than having coffee to stay awake.” —I answered.

—“See why I love eating salad?” — He said with all confidence. —“But now, not joking, How was your date?” —He still want to know. Curiosity killed the cat.

—“I like her, but I like Sucrose more” — I answered him and then I sighed. —“She's so interesting, and nice, and I don't want to hurt her.”

—“Oh, come on” —He yelled at me at the phone. —“Wake up, Albedo. You're not going to date a celebrity” —He was trying to wake me up. —“You have a real person, not a fake one hiding behind the cameras and under pounds of makeup. Do you know if Sucrose isn't a robot or something? It's so perfect to be real.”

He was offending my girl. Maybe she wasn't here, and she probably would never know, but Sucrose doesn't deserve to be treated like that, and more than anything because I met her in person, and I know who she is..

—“Measure your words, Salad Man” — I said to him.

—“Am I wrong?” —He spoke to me. —“Albedo, wake up, she's an idol, and she must be dating a man already”.

I didn't want to return to my reality, I didn't want it. Could it really hurt Mona that I like Sucrose? Cause I really don't know if it's platonic love, or I really fell in love. But I think Mona should understand that Sucrose and Dandelion will always come first in my heart. They were the ones who saved me.

Every day became boring for me, because Sucrose was not there. Because I had the weight of "cheating on Mona" with an idol. And it became a fatigue. I was tired to think that that day, Sucrose was injured, and since that day she has not returned. But being a celebrity, if something had happened to her I would have already found out about it in Media.

And yes, there was something that had happened, and it worried me more. Four weeks after debuting, MD had made a statement.

“Rookie Group ‘Dandelion’ is officially preparing for their next comeback in 3rd September ”

She was injured, and she had to start working on their next album. And the manager probably didn't know. My actions are limited, since I cannot approach an idol being a fan. And I can't risk knowing Sucrose's identity either. I'm tied by the hands, but my wallet is not.

A vague memory came to me, of a girl sweet as a flower. And an idea came to my mind at that moment. It's not illegal to send gifts to idols, and I think I know how to show my support without risking revealing the secret.

I'm worried about the future. It's inevitable, and that's what terrifies me. I can just support Dandelion on their next comeback, and pray for Sucrose to not be feeling bad or worse. And likewise, I hope that Sucrose returns to the store, because there is still a lot to talk about with her.

And when I least expected it, she wanted to talk too. I got a message from Mona, who seemed unhappy.

—“Can we meet later?” —She texted me.

—“Sure, what's up?” — I calmly replied

—“We need to speak about stuff.”

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