Fanboy (Albedo X Sucrose)

13

We are here, and we are there. We are in both places. While each one is happy on their own, we also care about the other. Now because of me, I have become vulnerable, and I have hurt Sucrose.

The things we have fought for
Are now forgotten
The sweet words you used to say
Now are so lost
All the things you wanted to do
Are in a wait-list
And we are here and we're there
We are in both places

I never wanted to see her get into an ambulance. I never wanted her to get hurt by my stupid things. What was I thinking when entering the world of pop and entertainment? But the rumors that came out that day that she rescued her from a man who followed her. Ah, I really thought she didn't want to see me.

Every promise that we made
are getting broken
Every chorus of our songs
are melodyless
Everything we wanted for so long to be true
Are now blurry memories
that live in my mind.

I am considering it. I'm really considering revealing the truth. But I don't know if the truth is just my secret, or also my feelings. In that case, I'm afraid I shouldn't reveal them. It would be a bit tedious. Who am I to love an Idol? Right, I am a fake idol that wanted to see his crush. But this isn't the date, situation and time I wished to be. Today isn't the right day. I will keep my mouth shut a little more. Until she's stable. Si, aún no es el momento.

The words that leaved your mouth
Are they affirmations?
The name you mentioned
Are they who you love?
Even If I can't stand
To deal with your feelings
I will still be by your side
Until you forget me.

That day it started to rain heavily. The Taxi that Noelle left was the same one in which I went to the hospital. I only saw her face, her bloody hands, I was really scared. She didn't know if she was going to survive, as that idiot Scaramoucche hurted her pretty deep.

Years ago, eleven to be exact, I also had to follow a brown-haired girl to this same hospital. The driver of a private transport had kidnapped her, and it hurt him from physical to psychological. I haven't heard from this girl for a long time, I hope she didn't try to hurt herself.

I've been waiting to confess
Things I couldn't
Yesterday wasn't the day
So we shouldn't rush
Archons have their own plan
So we must follow
Our Elder's path
Full of knowledge

And an hour passed. And two hours passed. And I was still sitting in the waiting room. And the more time passed, the more caffeine I drank. Then the police came, asking for my statement. What was I going to say? “A man followed me home from my work and I didn't even notice.”? That's bullshit.

Then, the Idol, the soloist Kreideprinz, had risen to the patrol to go to testify, without knowing his ex would be there too.

At the police station I was Mona, Mona Megistus, the girl I used to date years ago. Why was she there? What did she want?

—“Kreideprinz, I'm sorry about everything” —Mona apologized. She didn't know who I were. —“It's my fault, I didn't know he was going to act without my consent” —And she was speaking nonsense

—“What do you mean?” —I confusedly asked. —“Why Is it your fault?”

—“He misunderstood you with another person, a person I told him about.” —Mona was so ashamed. —“I'm sorry for involving you in all of this, but don't worry, I will be leaving Mondstadt in a few days if Scaramucche gets arrested.”

Leaving Mondstadt? What did she meant? All of this on my head. So many thoughts. She spoke about me to that sick man and he tried to hurt me. Mona wasn't safe with him. What should I do?

—“No need to worry, Mona” —I gently held her hands. —“Surely someone out there will be the right one” —I tried to comfort her, who was totally broken by her boyfriend's actions. —“It wasn't your fault dating a Fatui Harbinger, and even if he is important to you, I need to apply charge on him, I need him to pay for his actions.”

—“Do I know you from somewhere?” —She asked to me. —“I feel like this isn't the first time we meet.”

—“It isn't, Mona, but you will understand when time decides so”. —I said and after speaking, I leaved the waiting room and went to the Official office.

I made my statement, and as fast as I could I went to the hospital again. There was no good news. Noelle was waiting, so I decided to bring her a coffee, since it had become night.

—“Thank you, Kreideprinz” —She held the coffee.

I know she had a lot of questions, but I had them too. And I was also uncertain. What would happen now that Sucrose found out who I am without even thinking about it?

Noelle and I fell asleep in the hospital seat. And I woke up only because Jiliana, the doctor who took care of Sucrose, told me that they had finished their task with her, and she was in no risk. Honestly at that point I forgot my atheistic beliefs and thanked Barbatos so much. I think if he saw me, he wouldn't believe it.

—“And when can I see her?” —I asked to her.

—“When she wakes up, of course, she still sleeping” —She answered. —“And you must be Kreideprinz, the incoming new Idol?”

—“Y-yeah, I am that one” —I shy answered.

—“I'm sorry for being involved on all of this, but also you should worry about who's seeing you right now” —She genuinely said.

—“What do you mean?” —I was confused.

The whole situation didn't let me think about the things that were happening outside. My worry was bigger that the worry about my career. I forgot I was an Idol, and when I turned back, lots of cameras were shooting at me.