Fanboy (Albedo X Sucrose)

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Have I say any lie? The truth is that she's the reason I'm alive, and I'm the reason why she's alive. Once again, have I say any lie?

We have feelings for each other but we can't reciprocate them. Until one day, I swear.

A few days she was hospitalized, and after a week, she was discharged. Media wanted to know what had happened, but we weren't going to let them find out anything. The day we picked her up from the hospital she was better, although I was a little worried.

—“I can walk by myself, Albedo!” —She yelled at me when I tried to carry her so I could get her to Noelle's car.

—“So if Media finds you, will you stand still and be able to walk with all the people around you?” —I tried to convince her.

I was right, there were people with cameras and microphones waiting for her to leave the hospital. So she didn't refuse, and decided that I could help her. I slowly grabbed her legs and chest and lifted her off the stretcher. She had placed her arms around my neck and snuggled in such a way that her head was not exposed. So we left the hospital, without Media noticing. We only needed to walk a few feet and we could... nevermind.

Sucrose had looked up just out of curiosity, but her beautiful eyes caught the attention of all the people, including Media.

I was left with no choice but to walk faster while listening to the questions from Media above us, which allowed us to barely walk.

“Are you dating?” “What happened?” “Is that true that Sucrose stalked you and fought your Stalker, Kreideprinz?” “Do you guys hang out in each other's house?” and questions about our private life were asked in the meanwhile. But there's no answer, but the one I gave them.

—“Sucrose got hurt but she's recovering, and If she don't get the space she needs, she will not recover faster and Dandelion Comeback will be releasing very late.” —In a single sentence, their doubts were answered and they leaved us.

Sucrose was very attached to me. She was hiding in her arms and hoped that time would pass quickly. Noelle opened the back door and I gently settled her on the seat. So Noelle and I, who had been in Sucrose's care, decided, with her consent, to visit her during her recovery. We both got in the car while Noelle had already started driving. Media didn't follow us, and that showed us they are reckless but not so reckless.

—“Are you comfortable?” —I asked to Sucrose. —“Want us to stop somewhere?”

—“I'm fine, don't worry” —She answered while looking through the window, very into her thoughts.

—“What's that important outside, Sucrose?” —Noelle asked, looking in the rear view mirror.

—“Nothing, I'm just worried about what Media will say since now.” —She answered after a sight.

Her career could be totally affected by the recent situation. This comeback was going to be their penultimate one, and she had a heavy charge behind her back. Noelle might not be annoyed by the fact that Sucrose would be delaying the comeback, but Bárbara and Amber would be. They are as strict with themselves as they are with others.

Finally we arrived to Sucrose's house, not Dandelion apartment. They had an argument a years ago, so she decided to live apart from them. Of course, the only welcome in her house would be Noelle and me, I guess.

Again I took her out of the car and carried her to the door of her house. And even though there was no longer anyone to fear, Sucrose snuggled into my chest with enormous affection. I really wish she hadn't suffered in that way so many years ago. I want to erase every wound, every scar, or at least help her live with them. I was also so fond of her, we were in the same.

I left her on the couch in the living room, while she held my hand hoping I wouldn't leave.

—“I will bring you some fruit, Rose” —I called her by her stage name after so long since my debut.

Me and Noelle cutted some fruits and got them in a plate. Noelle and I are getting along very well. And as soon as we finished, I approached the plate to Sucrose.

—“I-It wasn't necessary, Albe-” —She was cut off by me.

—“Noelle and I are taking care of you, Sucrose, so don't be stubborn.” —I tried to comfort her. She was ashamed of someone taking care of her, but I was glad of being part of her recovering process.

She bite an apple, and she looks so radiant as always. She is so beautiful that my heart is enchanted. She must be a witch, because I'm under her spell. Even though, it feels kind of strange to be that close to her, even when our feelings are known.

It was time to leave Noelle, so we said goodbye to her. Wait, I wasn't leaving? Yes, I wasn't leaving. Sucrose asked me to stay, so who am I to reject? Noelle left some food already made on the fridge so I just heat it for both of us. She was also going to tell both Dandelion and Jean that Sucrose was already discharged from hospital.

Sucrose was getting sleepy, and she must sleep a good time so she can recover faster. She tried to get up but I quickly got her. She wasn't going to move without my help. She blushed, as she asked me to let her on her room. I obeyed the Idol's order.

—“Thank you” —She said quietly.

—“No problem, I just want you to recover”. —I answered.

I laid her on her bed while I settled her down. It seems like it's a habit, but she always tries to grab my arm when letting go. Are you still thinking you're in danger when I'm far from you? It's hard to process it.

I left the clothes she asked for near her bed and I decided to leave the room.

I headed to the guest room, where she said I would be staying. I tried to sleep, but it wasn't possible for me. I was worried about Media, so I checked my phone for a while before going to sleep. I got nothing but bad news, because Media is such an expert to create rumors.

“Idol Rose from Dandelion and Soloist Kreideprinz are dating? Here the proof”

I couldn't allow Sucrose to see the posts, but the next morning that was inevitable, as Jean had called her to "clear up certain doubts and rumors" as well as "discuss her future."

It's all my fault, and It will always be.