Stuck (harry styles fanfiction)

0.2 Stuck

Aku memasuki cafe tempatku bekerja

Ya aku menjadi penyanyi disebuah kafe sekarang, ini aku lakukan untuk mencukupi kebutuhan hidupku dengan Edward

"Oh Mady akhirnya kau datang juga, cepatlah kau sudah terlambat"kata Ben pemilik cafe ini

Sekedar informasi Ben adalah pribadi yang sangat ramah dan baik, flat yang kutinggali sekarang adalah miliknya, ia banyak sekali membantuku selama ini

Aku mengangguk dan berjalan kearah panggung

Aku mengambil gitar dan duduk dikursi yang sudah disediakan

Aku menarik nafas dalam-dalam dan mulai bernyanyi

Those green eyes
And that contagious smile
And those lips, and the way they
verbalize
New York city
What a beauty to our eyes
Then you held my hand the first time
You looked at me and smiled
Everything was perfect
Everything was great
I was on a fairytale
It's a dream when I'm awake
But days passed and we weren't there
And it felt like we didn't care anymore.
Anymore
But why'd we say goodbye?
We said we didn't have enough time,
for both of us
We said we try, to work things out
But all a' sudden we're all tired
And said goodbye
Its sad not to hear you calling me up
at 3 am
No ones ever gonna sing to me Stevie
Wonder songs again
I'll miss your kiss and your curly hair
But now that we said goodbye
I'll pretend that I'm alright
I'm alright, yeah I'm alright
You said you didn't wanna see me cry
but I'll pretend that I'm alright
I'm alright, I'm alright
I'll miss you holding hotel keys
And watch you sing to girls with happy
tears
When your on stage, your pointing at
me, you sing to me, as I chant your
name
And as the spotlights disappear
It's a different person that I'm with
So much simpler, so much better, and
just so beautiful...
The way we laugh with four more guys
You walk around naked and cover my
eyes
Your just so funny
I can't believe that were letting this go
But why'd we say goodbye?
We said we didn't have enough time
for both of us
We said we try, to work things out
But all a' sudden we're all tired
And said goodbye
Its sad not to hear you calling me up
at 3 am
No ones ever gonna  to me Stevie
Wonder songs again
I'll miss your kiss and your curly hair
But now that we said goodbye
I'll pretend that I'm alright
yeah I'm alright, I'm alright
You said you didn't wanna see me cry
I'll pretend that I'm alright
I'm alright, I'm alright
But maybe its time to let it go
Maybe its better off alone
Maybe today's the wrong time
Someday we'll learn to be strong
Maybe your right about this,
We're busy people with busy lives.
We can't keep up on this,
So goodbye
Call me up at three am
Sing me Stevie wonder songs again
Your kiss and your curly hair,
I never wanna say goodbye
Cause we're alright.

(Taylor Swift - I'm Alright)

Mataku terpejam saat menyanyikan lagu itu, air mataku juga mulai menetes membasahi pipiku, Tuhan aku merindukannya--sangat-sangat merindukannya

Aku menutupi wajahku dan segera turun dari panggung

Itu adalah lagu buatanku sendiri, lagu yang aku dedikasikan untuk dirinya

Aku pergi membasuh wajahku ditoilet

Kenapa?? Kenapa aku tak bisa melupakannya?? Kenapa bayang-bayangnya masih berada dipikiranku??

Setelah lebih tenang aku keluar

"Kau bagus sekali Mad tadi"puji Ben

"Thankyou Ben"kataku

"Well Mady sebenarnya kau mempunyai bakat, kenapa kau tak mencoba ke perusahaan rekaman?? Aku memiliki beberapa kenalan yang mungkin bisa membantumu"tawar Ben

Aku menggeleng perlahan

"Tidak usah Ben, bekerja disini saja sudah cukup, lagipula kau sudah terlalu banyak membantuku"tolakku

"Huft... baiklah, ini upahmu, kuberi bonus karna penampilanmu sangat memuaskan tadi, belikan Edward makanan yang enak, aku kasihan pada anak itu tubuhnya kurus sekali"kata Ben

"Pasti, terimakasih"kataku

"Oh ya satu lagi, kenapa kau selalu menangis ketika menyanyikan lagu tadi?? Kuperhatikan hanya lagu itu saja yang kau nyanyikan dengan menutup mata dan menangis"kata Ben

"Itu rahasia Ben, sorry"kataku

"It's okay, semua orang pasti memiliki rahasia"katanya