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Emma's not writing her chapter -.- Idk I think she forgot XD but she is still sick so I'll cut her some slack -MJ
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I completely dreaded the plane ride home. The whole ride, all I could think about is Tom and I. And these questions wouldn't get out of my mind:
What if the secret gets discovered?
What if Tom and I don't see each other for a while?
What if Tucker breaks up with me and then I tell him? Will he be mad? Or sad?
Would I tell him?
I easily forgot about that when I remembered a reliable thing called sleep.
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When I was back at my tiny apartment the first thing that my gut chose to do was to contact Tom.
I Skyped him but to my surprise, Tucker answered. When he answered I nearly screamed.
"Uh. Oh. Hi there. Fff Tucker!" I faked a smile.
"Hey there Sonj! Why'd you call Tom's Skype?" He asked the stupid question.
Shit. Well. God dang.
"I dunno. I thought that---" I tried to get away with not finishing my statement and I did. He didn't care anyway. He just turned to the right and coughed.
I just sat there drinking Arizona while he asked really boring questions such as, "How was the flight?". Our conversations are really bad. Really bad.
I ended the most dreadful conversation with a, "Oh sorry! Erin is calling! Bye!" and hung up. Erin wasn't really calling I just needed to get out of that.
Erin had always been my friend. So I guess I actually could give her a call.
One ring.
Two rings.
Three rings.
Finally, she answered.
"Hey Sonja! Haven't talked in awhile! What's up!"
"Nothing much! I just really really really need someone to talk to. I've been having a really tough time lately."
"Oh well, I believe that all things have a wonderful rainbow ending!"
"Thanks." I said, laughing at her "overly-girly" role play. "Why don't we play some Minecraft and talk about things?"
"Ooh okay."
We played on Mineplex for a long time, talking about whatever came to topic. I did my best not to say anything sketchy about Tom and I. I may have accidentally said something but I was lucky enough that she didn't catch it.
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After we called it a night, I spun around in my chair, hopeless. Alone and hopeless. Alone with nothing to rely on besides Skype calling.
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Now Or Never ~An OMGitsfirefoxx Fanfiction~
Fiksi PenggemarSonja Reid has always had two people she knew she could count on. Tucker Boner and Tom Cassel. They were the people who were always there when times were tough and she loved them both. But a girls heart should only belong to one man, right? And Sonj...
