Now Or Never ~An OMGitsfirefoxx Fanfiction~

Now Or Never || Don't Make Me

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MJ and I practically have this whole book prewritten. Two chapters today? ~Emma
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We both knew what had just happened and immediately put our phones on silent. I knew what would be coming, I bet a picture is already on Twitter, but I loved that kiss too much to be mad at Tom. I can not believe we just made out on stream. On stream! I paced around the room, knowing word had probably already reached Tucker. Tom just sat in his chair, his hand covering his mouth.

"I'm sorry." He finally said.

"No. Don't be. It's okay. It's going to be fine. I'm sure no one cared." I said that but I knew the words weren't true. Who wouldn't care that I just cheated on Tucker ON STREAM?! And with Tom!

"I don't know Sonj. It's all my fault!"

"No! Tom! You don't need to do that to yourself. We had to spill sometime!" Once again, I questioned my own words.

"I don't know who saw. Tucker or any of our friends like Erin. Shit. Erin usually watches my Sims 4 streams!" I stopped walking around and sat at the edge of my bed.

"I think we should call it a night. Deal with it in the morning." He suggested.

"Yeah w----" Fuck. Heat rose on my face and I could tell my cheeks were red when I realized,

There's only one bed.

One bed. Two people. Two people that were just caught on stream. Well this can't get any worse.

"What?" Tom asked, noticing my sudden wave of embarrassment.

"Tom. I only have one bed." I said, looking down at my feet.

"Well, I guess this is our first night sleeping together!" He said, faking a cheerful tone.

We got in bed together, me only in a tank top and really short shorts, and Tom gave me a kiss goodnight.
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I woke up to Tom sitting at the bottom of my bed. He looks like he had just taken a shower and did his hair and other guy stuff. He was looking down at the floor, a kind of anxious look on his face.

"Tom? Everything okay?" I asked although I knew nothing would be okay considering Tom and I made out on stream last night.
"Tucker called 10 minutes ago. I didn't answer. I was too scared. And you were still sleeping." He said, still looking down.
"Okay, we'll call him back after breakfast." I tried to calm him down a bit. I know I'm in a bad position, Tucker's girlfriend cheating on him with his best friend. But Tom may have it worse, he is with me behind Tucker's back. And he's Tucker's best friend.

We had some simple pancakes and bacon and then got ready to do something we'd both been dreading, calling Tucker. We decided to call through my phone.

He answered with a pissed, "Hey Sonja! Is Tom there? Oh wait, of course he is."

I rolled my eyes at the fact that NOW he cares. "What the fuck Tucker!" I start.

"Me? What the fuck you Sonja! You're the one who cheated on me!" His voice sounded hurt.

"Tucker you didn't care about me before this happened. I doubt you even loved me." I choked those words out.

"Sonja-" His voice grew weary, "I did love you."

"Oh yeah? Then how come you never returned my 'I love you's or sent me a rose for my birthday, or-" I sputtered. "-did anything?!" I am angry now and Tom can tell.

"Sonja. I can't believe you still. You did that?! Behind my back?! Is Tom there?"

"I'm right here." Tom jumps in.

"Oh great. Mr. I-don't-give-a-shit-for-Tucker-so-I'll-kiss-his-girlfriend is there."

"Um. Tucker that wasn't the first time we've kissed." I threw in.

"What do you mean?" He asked.

"When we were in LA."

"Listen, Tucker, I'm sorry mate. I--" Tom was interrupted by me.

"No Tom. Don't be sorry. You did nothing wrong." I can't let him feel sad.

"Well Sonja, how 'bout this. You come back to LA and we settle this. You gotta choose. Tom or me. Got it?"

My eyes began to water. I love Tom and I can't hurt Tucker. "Don't make me do this." I said, sincere. I threw the phone on Tom's lap and locked myself in the bathroom.

Don't make me do this?
Or is it that I can't do this.