Now Or Never ~An OMGitsfirefoxx Fanfiction~

Now Or Never || You Have To Choose

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BALLS. I'm in the school hallway publishing this for you guys...jesus. Well I gotta go! Enjoy! -MJ
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"You-Tucker...You were going...to propose?" My voice cracked for the first time in a while as I began to tear up.

"Yeah Sonja. I was stressed about getting everything perfect and then surprising you...but apparently I can't do that." He looked down at his feet, tossing the beautiful ring on the couch.

"And you-" I pointed to Tom "-You knew? And you let me fall in your arms like that?"

"Sonja-" He began. I cut him off, "No. Don't. I--I-Just. I-We...Us-Tucker..." I started but I couldn't form a complete sentence so I did the next thing that came to mind and walked out of the house, mumbling words to myself while nearly crying. I am extremely torn between them. Tom and I felt so right but a sudden wave of love from Tucker slammed into me like a semi-truck. And I loved him back-maybe-I don't know.

I placed myself inside the car and drove, I don't know where but I just needed to get away from there. Tom knew? I have so many questions! I pulled over in a parking lot and took out my phone. I scrolled through my Instagram page and saw all of my pictures with Tucker, both of us smiling. Then I remembered that Tucker has told me he loved me...but it was only on our anniversary. Our anniversary...our anniversary! In a week, it would be our anniversary. I immediately assumed that he was planning to propose then and was overcome with sadness and began to let a few tears out.

I didn't know where to go, who to talk to, who to trust even. I remembered that Erin felt as if I was a terrible person, which I now see that I am. I should have had more faith in Tucker. More hope. I need to clear things up with Erin. I sent her a text asking if she was in LA and she replied telling me that she was.

I showed up at her door a crying mess. When she saw me, she said, "Oh my god, Sonja! What happened? Come in." We sat in her living room, she sat on the couch and I sat in the love-seat.

"What happened?!" She asked again. I know she doesn't trust me anymore, due to the stream, so I explained the whole story to her.

"I went to LA to see Tucker because he hadn't come up to see me in a while, and I thought it would be like any other time. But this time, Tom was there. It was like any other time when it had been the three of us, but this time was different-" I paused to sob a bit. "-Jess broke up with Tom and we were alone for a little. And it just happened...We kissed. Since then we would see each other in secret, mostly whenever Tucker left the house. Then I had to go back to Canada and then Tom flew up to see me and be with me. And then the stream. The kiss. In front of everyone. And you- you saw. You don't trust me anymore." I looked up at her.

"I saw, yeah. I just didn't know and jumped to my first feeling." She was really concerned now.

"But the thing was, Tucker seemed like he didn't love me. Our conversations were terrible and he never cared for what I did. Tom came up and we had the best time ever. We pranked each other and just, had fun in general. Then Tucker wanted me to come to LA, work things out and we did, we came down two days ago and felt confident in telling him that we were a thing now and that I had feelings for Tom now. But Tucker...Tucker..." I couldn't get the words out.

"Tucker?" She tried to help me.

"Tucker was going to...going to..."

"Going to what?"

"Propose. He was going to propose. To me." I stuttered. "And now I'm here."

"Oh my god! Sonja! I-I....don't know what to say." I can tell she was extremely worried.

"No one does. I bet Tom and Tucker are sitting at the house right now, all silent." I assumed they were. Both of them staring at a wall or something.

"Sonja. You can't have both of them. Even though you love both of them, Tom and Tucker, you have to choose. You and Tucker have been through everything, you two were a serious relationship goal. And then you and Tom, I may not know how you two are but I saw the kiss. You two loved each other. He loved you. You loved him. I can't choose for you, Sonja. You have to." Erin said.

Suddenly, her words came to action in my head. Suddenly, I knew what to do.