Suicidal Love

Chapter 3- The surprise

I wake up and I see Kian still sleeping I slip out of his arms, I walk into the bathroom and jump in the shower, I get out and braid my hair and put on a flannel shirt and leggings with combat boots. I walk quickly into the room and pick up his new laptop out of my underwear drawer. I tun down the stairs and trip over JC and wake him up I say sorry and walk away with. I concern and I rap Kian's present in my old rapping paper I made. I run upstairs and I tease him and I sit on his lap and kissed him as I felt something under the blanket. I jumped up and yelled "KIAN WHAT THE FUCK WAS THAT WHY WHY WHY I THOUGHT YOU DIDNT DO THAT" he jumped up and started yelling back "IM SORRY DO YOU NOT LIKE IT WHEN I DO THAT, BECAUSE ITS NOT MY FAULT THAT YOU SAT ON MY LAP I MEAN ITS NATURAL FOR BOYS TO GET THIS" I hear Sam outside the door laughing. I opened it and poked his chest "hey why don't you get a mother fucking life Sam and not eaves drop on ours huh?" He left looking hurt I felt do bad. I see Kian he looks down at my pants, I look down to see blood I started to scream "THE FUCK WHY IS THIS HAPPENING TODAY OUT OF ALL DAYS KIAN CAN YOU GET ME PANTS" realizing I yelled that Connor busted through the door and he started laughing I start yelling about random shit and he snickers to everybody "looks like she is on her period they are always bitchy when in their periods." I stood up and asked Kian to grab me pants and stuff like that and he did so, but when I walked up to Connor he had fear in his eyes "Wanna know what connor when you start bleeding out your dick why don't you start complaining and laughing" I pushed him to the floor slamming the door and I changed right there in front of my boyfriend. I look at him and he saw me differently but he just ran up to me and swing me around and laid me down on the bed. I start crying but he just starts ribbing my back as we kiss. I look up and smile and I hand him the gift he giggles and says " can I open it?" I nod and sat there while he opened it and his eyes widened. "thanks baby I live it" he said he felt bad because I didn't get anything from him but I just said whatever. I felt him hold onto my wrist and swing me back in and he started to make out with me and I let out a little moan as we get really into the kiss. I felt amazing, he started to unhook my bra and I stepped off and I said "I'm not ready " kian kinda looked irritated "AMANDA WE HAVE BEEN DATING FOR 3 years ever since we met" I started yelling back "WELL IM BOT TEADY FOR SEX KIAN MAYBE IM WAITING TIL WE GET REALLY SERIOUS." I heard about everybody laughing besides Sam because his bestfriend wanted to have sex with his sister.