Suicidal Love

Chapter 6

That night I sat in my room and Connor walked in "hey do you want to make a video with me" sure I answered. in the middle of the video we heard the microwave go off and we heard someone yell "DAMNIT" we looked at each other and laughed we started to say Sam at the same time. I walked down after he yelled and I asked him what he did and he said he forgot the water in the ramen, he always screwed of the microwave. I walked upstairs and I seen ricky packing, where are you going, he answered my new apartment and I will still be here once and awhile. I cried a little and I kissed his cheek and I said good luck. after that I told connor that I didn't really want to make a video anymore I just wanted to play smash brothers and eat Nutella all night he laughed and he replied okay and we walked down stairs and began to play games. after about an hour we started watching white chicks and we cuddled we fell asleep in each others arms and when I woke up he was gone.i heard him in the back yard and when I got up I seen Kian, Sam, Trevor, Connor, Ricky, and JC back there. when I walked out they splashed me and Connor jumped out and kissed me and he asked me to get in my bathing suit and so I did. I walked out and I couldn't find them, but then the next thing I knew I was in the pool, I looked up and they started to laugh, I started to laugh too, and I got out and asked Sam to hug me and he did but when he did I jumped into the pool and he went down with me. he looked at me and he punched my leg but then he helped me out because he hit my cuts but it didn't really hurt. I I hopped out of the pool with Sam and he apologized but I ignored him and said I wanted to go eat, he offered to make me food but I said "you can't even make ramen" as I walked inside I heard Connor whisper " hey guys I need to talke to you about Amanda" I turned around and said love you with a wink. He answered with love you too babe, "I doubt that boo" he laughed and kissed me for thirty seconds, and then I went inside and when I was walking out I heard I really really love her but I still haven't asked her out so it's awkward. I walked out like nothing had happened and gave everyone a sandwhich and they all looked at me weirdly "Oh look who made food" Sam said. I looked away and just flipped him off secretly and I walked over to Connor and told him to come up stairs when your done, he widened his eyes and he laughed a little, when we were done eating we walked upstairs while I held his hand when we sat down he instantly asked me out on a date. "Hey so do you wanna go out on a date?" I laughed and responded with "yes I would love too what time?" He answered with maybe in two hours I nodded and I got in the shower. I got out and put on a red flannel with a white shirt underneath and some black pants and some white converse, when we walked down I seen he was wearing a maroon shirt, black pants, and black toms. When we walked out we walked to a carnival and he got me a huge teddy bear. when we were done he walked me to the front door of the house and he leaned I a kisses me and we whispered I love you and we walked in, I heard Sam yell at me "hey did I say you guys can date?" I looked at him in fear he waked up and said just kidding sissy.

The next day
I woke up with no one near me and I was lost with out Connor a little. I looks at my phone.
From Frantastic Connor
Hey, I am going too a meeting and Sam is at the beach. love you😘
To Frantastic Connor
Love you too, see you later😢

End of Convo

I got up and got in the shower after that I dried my hair and curled it. I put on a Pokemon shirt I stole from Ricky and some light blue shirts, with my black Toms Connor got me for our date.
To Sammy
Hey, Connor said you're at the beach. I was wondering if I can come hang out with you and we can talk.☺️
From Sammy
I'm sorry but I need to be alone for awhile.
To Sammy
Why?
From Sammy
IDGAF come down okay.
To Sammy
See you soon😘
End of convo
I walked downstairs and I rode JCs penny board and I soon arrived at the beach with Starbucks and my swimsuit. Sammmy I said carrying the m longer than I should have. I got off the penny and gave him his Starbucks and hugged him, " I'm gonna get dressed" "kay" he said I nodded and ran to ge bathroom and changed into a blue two piece with tassels. when I walked out I seen Sam talking to a slut, I walked over and said Hey bitch why don't you move your fake tanned ass. she scoffed and got up and pushed me as I walked away. Sammy helped me up and thanked me for making her leave.

When we got back JC snatched his penny and told me to never steal Rosta again. I nodded and slapped his ass, he turned a bright red. I knew he liked me everyone besides Sam liked me. I walked up to JC and said Bitch I know you love me and kissed his cheek. I walked upstairs and say down on my bed soon falling asleep.