Suicidal Love

Chapter 19

I kiss Kian and head to my room. I slit my right wrist ten times and the other five. I put away my razor and texted Kian.

KiKi😍
Hey. Please don't come in my room tonight?

KiKi😍
Is everything okay?!

KiKi😍
I'm a little sick...

KiKi😍
That's okay I'll still come...

Fuck.

I run and put a sweater on. I stare at the toilet. And then look at my stomach. I ran over and locked the door. I forced myself to throw up.

•5 days later•

I text my friend Markiplier. Yes markiplier. He was so excited he has 9 million subscribers!!!

Markimoo😏
Hey, congrats on that 9 million!

Markimoo 😏
Thanks! Do you want to come to Disney land with us?

Markimoo 😏
Us?

Markimoo 😏
I'll tell you later... Are you in it to win it or not?

Markimoo 😏
Come pick my ass up...🙏🏻

Markimoo 😏
Okay be there soln😏

Markimoo 😏
Soln?

Markimoo 😏
Soon****

I laugh and set down my phone. I put on some blue jeans, maroon shirt, and black converse. I kiss Kian bye as I grab my wallet, I.D., and my phone. I walk out and markiplier was waiting. I hug him and get into the car.

We got to the park and I ran.

Mark race me?!
No...
Please?
Fine...

We ran all the way to the park to the bag check. I didn't have any bag so no check for us. We ran past that into the gate and paid. We raced to the space mountain ride. I won. He hugged me and looked me in the eyes. Wait woah. I'm 20... He's like 23... Is that weird?! I didn't care. I kissed him. Remembering Kian. Fuck!!!!!!! I pulled away and we waited in line for everyone else. I turn around and seen JC with Lia. Great! I quickly get in the ride cart and we're off! It was so fun.

Mark?
What?
Can I live with you?
What about... Your fam?!
I don't need them right now.
Okay come on...

We left after being there all day. We went to my house and I got some stuff I needed. I left a note for Sam. And Kian. For everyone. I left l hand in hand with mark❤️.

Thanks for reading my book guys that was so wonderful that all of you say here all this time reading it!!! Anyways... Her life got better and she had a gaming career with her HUSBAND mark. She had one child. And his name was Tim. Like tiny box Tim. Sorry for the short chapter. I live you all. So this was my first book👌🏽