Wolves' Princesses

[Chapter 27: Ordinary Day]

[Chapter 27: An Ordinary Day]

Tricia’s POV

I was sitting at the gazebo with Jensen. I really want his explanation. I loved him for all I know and I can’t deny the fact that I’ve love him until now. I was looking at him since we arrived here and he was just looking at the perfect view of the garden.

“Did you miss me?” I ask him at makes him look at me. Tears roll down at his eyes, the next thing I knew.

“Why wouldn’t I, right?” he replied and I nodded in relief. I hug him and he hugs me back. I miss the sensation that he gives me. The feeling that makes me what I really am last years ago but however, the spark wasn’t there anymore and I’m so sad to find that out now.

“Please be mine…again” he plead while sobbing. I wanted to say ‘yes’ but I saw him. The man I’ve ever love since I’ve knew him. He was there when I need him. He was there when I was so weak, so lost even the time when I push him away.

“Why now?” I ask him while I stare at him from a far. Why now? That I’ve found the person I surely love for so long. He was there to heal my wound you’ve made, Jensen.

“You like someone—no erase that you love someone” he ask between his tears. I nodded.

“Please just me. I’m sorry when I have to leave you. I’m sorry when I have to protect you instead. I’m sorry when I break my promise, when I gave you a heart break, when I’m not here to fulfill everything you’ve ask me to. I’m sorry when I have to be an idiot for losing you. I’m sorry for I was I dumb boyfriend. Please I love you for years and I can’t imagine a life with you” he cried in my shoulders. I wasn’t giving full attention because he was all crying there from the shadows. He was also hurting because of me. Why do I have to be the reason for all the pain? I heal people I prevent pain I didn’t give away.

“It’s not as easy as that Jensen. I wasn’t free as before. I wasn’t innocent like my old self. Things change, people change, Jensen, feelings change. Destiny do” I explained and his arms loosen. He slowly step back giving me a whole view of his face. It’s all wet with its tears. His nose and eyes are puffy. This guy do everything for me. He loves me, he protects me, he cries for me, he hurts his self for me, he’ll do anything for me but all I give back is just pain.

He smiled bitterly and turns to the stairs and leave me there standing and dumbfounded. A drop of wet liquid drop in my hand and I realize I was already crying. As much as I want to tell him that I love him but I can since I love someone more than I can love him.

Love isn’t just about the sweet and happy times. It’s more of challenge and losing. Not all challenge of love you can get through. Not all of the challenges are easy as Statistical formulas but as hard as Calculus. I’m not one of the lucky person to have an easy love life but a complicated one. I hope it was easy like before, no cliché, no sympathy, no rage, and no vanity just happy.

I hope I can go back to the time that we were all happy and worry free. If I only could.

Joilene’s POV

“Where are you going? Hey why are you so fast? Wait for me. Can I come with you? Hey Joilene?! Wait a minute will you. Ouch my ankle!” Luhan shouted as I heard a loud thump in the floor. I groan in frustration. I can’t leave him here but I’m in a hurry.

“You such a limp. Lame” I told him and he looks at me with teary eyes.

“I’m in a hurry why are you following me anyways. You should have gone with the others they were resourceful. You should go downtown and help there not to tail me all the time,” I scold him while I help him sit at the chair I’ve ask a maid to get us. I remove his shoes and cast a spell to make it better.