Larry Stylinson Sickfics

Anxious- H

TW: ANXIETY, DEPRESSION, SELF-HARM, SUICIDAL THOUGHTS

"Thank you, Toronto!" Liam shouted to the fans while they screamed to no end. "We had so much fun here tonight, we hope you did too!" 

All the boys waved to the fans and went off stage. They had just begun their tour, the Toronto show tonight was their sixth show so far. They still had so much going on, concerts, sound checks, fittings, interviews, and whatever else management signed them up for, but they were focused on getting back to the bus right now. 

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"I think that was my favourite show so far," Louis told the boys while they sat in the lounge area on the bus.   

"You say that every night, Tommo," Liam laughed.

Niall turned on the and went to Netflix to flip through movies. "I do not!" Louis argued. 

Zayn snorted, "That's a lie." 

Louis rolled his eyes, "Haz, do I say it every night?" 

Harry hugged his boyfriend to his chest before saying, "You do, but I think it's cute." 

Louis looked to Liam and Zayn, "See, it's cute."

"You guys are gross," Niall rolled his eyes.

"You're just jealous, Nialler," Louis told him. 

"Doubt that."

Zayn left the room and came back with a bag of chips and half the candy stash the boys hid from management. "Let's just watch a movie and forget who's gross and who's jealous," Zayn said. 

Niall continued to flip through, "What should we watch?"

Harry piped up, "I have a suggestion."

"We are not watching The Notebook again, H," Liam groaned. 

Harry sighed, "What's wrong with The Notebook?" 

"Nothing except the fact that I can quote every line almost by memory," Niall told him. 

They were quiet for a minute before Liam spoke up again, "Do we have a show tomorrow?"

"No, but we have a soundcheck, two interviews, another fitting and then a meeting with management," Louis told him. 

Harry hated how long the list of things to do tomorrow was. They were travelling through the night tonight so they could get to their next concert destination early. The things tomorrow would take all day with maybe one break to eat in between, which made Harry more stressed than he had been since they started the tour. 

Everyone was stressed, obviously, but Harry got stressed over small things which made his anxiety rise and that didn't make anything better either. He had been seeing a therapist to help him out but they had gotten really busy recently and he hadn't had time to see or even call her. 

"That's a long day," Liam sighed. 

"We better not stay up too late tonight, we've probably got to get up at six-thirty tomorrow," Zayn huffed, not being one for waking up early in the morning. 

"I can't find anything good, why don't we just play FIFA or something," Niall suggested. 

All the boys agreed. Niall and Louis went first, arguing and getting competitive as usual. While they played, Harry couldn't help but think about all the things they had going on tomorrow and feeling the effect of the stress already starting, he was getting a headache just thinking about it.