Prettier Than The Stars [RivArmin AU / Completed]

Chapter 35 : My Fault

𝐀𝐫𝐦𝐢𝐧'𝐬 𝐏𝐎𝐕

I tried to catch up on Levi, but there was no use. I'm so stupid, I don't know why I'm this smart. I shouldn't have made Levi wait for a whole month. I can admit that I forgot about him, and it's my bad for letting Annie kiss me two times.

Now it's over, our relationship is over. Levi ended it because of me, he was really tired of all the things happening. I forgot about him, and I think I deserved it.

Levi already drove away with Connie, so I stopped running trying to catch up. I had sent Levi multiple messages. It says 'seen' but he didn't reply nor send a message. He would probably put me in his blacklist now if I don't stop spamming him, and I don't want that to happen. It's our only contact for each other.

I'm currently heading to Mikasa to talk about all of it, totally not me seeking for help to get Levi back. Mikasa is Levi's cousin so there might be a chance that Mikasa can grab Levi's attention into making him come. I wouldn't take advantage of their relativeness though, that'll be bad.

I don't need Eren's help, I am sure I get to see him sooner or later and it's no use of avoiding him since he also lives there with Mikasa. I'm also going to apologise to the others. People in the campus are now gossiping about me, again...

I thought I had escaped from the gossipping, this is way worse than the last gossip. I thought it was all going to be peaceful, but no, I'm the topic of the whole campus. This is all my fault. Damn I wanna commit suicide.

As I walked and walked, I can now see Mikasa's house. Finally.

I placed a soft knock on the door and waited for it to be opened. After waiting the door suddenly opened by a worried Mikasa.

"Armin..." She whispered as she opened her arms for a warm hug, which I gladly accepted and broke into her arms.

"This is all my fault!" I screamed. "Shh shh, it was no one's fault okay?" She comforted me as she brushed my hair with her hand. "You knew about what happened?" I asked like a 5 year-old kid. "I'm sorry to say this but yes, all the photos and videos were sent to the group chat by Connie, everyone saw it," I cried harder because of the embarrassment.

"I had made a big mistake, Levi ended our relationship! The love of my life is not my lover anymore because of me!" I cried even more, Mikasa rubbing my back in circles. "Go on, I'm listening" I nodded in her response and continued babbling.

"After what happened, when school break is over, I will be in class with Levi, beside him. I bet he will just ignore me like I'm the school nerd that no one wants to be with or talk with, and I'll probably start getting jealous because the people will start flirting with Levi now that people heard he's single. He might even be together with another girl, and he'll be taken. I don't want that to happen!" I yelled. We were now sitting on the floor with Mikasa's arms wrapped around me, trying her best to comfort me.

"I'll make sure that won't happen, okay? But let me tell you this, if you really love him you shouldn't-" she stopped. "I shouldn't what? Don't worry Mika, all the things you're saying are always true. Please continue" she smiled at me and took a deep breath.

"You shouldn't have forgotten him, didn't you know? Of course you didn't. Anyway, everyday Levi has been stalking Annie's account just to see you and to know how you're feeling or how you're doing, he can see that you're very happy. He was glad you're okay, and he's jealous at the same time. He was probably thinking that you deserve Annie more than him. I always came to comfort him, because he would never stop crying. This isn't the Levi we all know. You know that too. He has a soft side for you, Armin. He loves you. But Armin, this is your choice. I wouldn't force you to make my cousin happy, it's really up to you" she continued rubbing my back.

All her words made me cry even more, Levi loved me, and I was over there with Annie taking pictures happily with her like we were a couple and allowing her to kiss me, and I had spoken bad things to Levi that I didn't knew he heard all of it. I can't tell what Levi's feelings were every time he sees me with her. I feel so bad, I should've loved him the same way like he did before everything was too late...

"Too late..." I whispered and cried even more. "Armin shh, it's not too late okay? You can fix things up, I'll try to help you though. I'll try..." I nodded and continued crying.

"I talked to Eren about the stupid thing he did. He said he was sorry, and yes I'm mad at him for it" she informed. Anger grew deep inside me, mentioning him just makes me feel like I wanted to kill that man!

"Shit, now who will you go with to the prom then?"

Huh? Prom?

"What prom Mikasa? I don't know what you're talking about" I said. "Oh? You didn't heard?" I slowly started shaking my head as a sign that I still hadn't. "I must've been focused with Annie that I didn't got a notification about it in the social media" I whisper. "Eren won't be coming, he's going to be busy"

"As if I care..." I hissed, Mikasa let out a small chuckle. "I'm going with Jean, Sasha's going with Connie. How about you?" She asked. "I won't be coming" I declared. "It'll be fun! Besides, it's not really important if you're coming with no one, it's a prom for all!" She chuckled again, which made me chuckle too.

"Maybe I should" I said as I smiled whilst she chuckled again. "Alright get up and get ready because school break is over" I rolled my eyes and started walking, before I stepped on the staircase I heard Mikasa yell; "Don't worry, Eren's hanging out with Jean so you won't be seeing him!"

I sighed as a relief that I won't get to see his face, lucky him, if I get to see him I would've started attacking him. It's not like I can win though, I'm weak...

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𝐈𝐥𝐲 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐬𝐨 𝐦𝐮𝐜𝐡 ♥︎

-𝐀𝐫𝐦𝐢𝐧 𝐀𝐜𝐤𝐞𝐫𝐦𝐚𝐧 / 𝐪𝐫𝐦𝐢𝐱𝐧