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Bubbles reached into the skirt pocket to grab out her phone; no messages or missed calls. Her sisters must be busy if they weren't trying to make plans for lunch.
Bubbles looked forward towards the lecture hall that was suppose to heading in;

She sat outside a small tea shop that had chairs outside; bubbles knew blossom would chew her up for skipping a lecture but she wasn't in a mood to be sitting still thinking about butch.
Why am I even thinking about him...it's not like he does the same...bubbles let out a small sigh while taking a sip out of her cup of tea; bubbles really loved green tea. She could drink it all the time if she had a chance too,

Butch's POV:
I walked away holding my duffel bag over my shoulder, talking to buttercup was a complete waste of my time. Not to mention she wasted a perfectly good sip of vodka; I haven't been really loving the fact I've been drinking everyday. It's been like this for awhile now; but it seems like alcohol is the only way that takes away my stress and helps me calm down.
If I didn't have my alcohol I would have fought buttercup then and there. Right on the spot,, as I sat on the bleachers near the field I could feel eyes on me. Seeing Amanda eyeing me while she walked with her new boyfriend boiled my blood; I knew from the start she had feelings for that guy but I should've ended it sooner instead of sticking around.
Why does love always gotta do me wrong? I never cheated once in my relationships but they always turned out bad. Maybe sleeping around like boomer would be a better idea instead of trying to have someone for long.
I kept talking sips from my bottle that had vodka in it. There wasn't much left but I still kept taking sips after sips; I really hated being stressed about school and girls. Why do I need to worry about girls? I'm a rowdy ruff. I could have any girl I wanted, so why am I feeling this fucking confused then?
Maybe talking to bubbles was a bad idea after all, I should have had left her alone instead of trying to talk, she probably has gotten with a bunch of guys in the past. So why should I even be upset about her or wanna know why she left me; but I still couldn't piece everything together; was it me why she left? No.. I was careful not to hurt when I was with. Maybe I was a bit to pushy ? I mean it looked like she wanted to do it with me in that forest but Ughhhh....
I let a groan, my headache had came back from this morning; I didn't get much sleep last night. A whole night of drinking and it didn't ease anything up; but fuck the green ruff never should show pain; if I show my pain to my brothers I would for sure make them worry. Especially brick; we may be adults now but he still worry's for us younger ones.

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Brick sat rows away from buttercup, maybe because he wanted to keep his distance between her and him. His brothers doesn't really care about distance with there ex's but brick does. He just wants to forget about her being here again; he was more worried about his studies since buttercup had came up back. If he can't focus when she's around then he'd had to quit football,
As time passed brick kept glancing over towards buttercups direction, he never thought about her coming back before; brick always thought she would be gone for good since it's been years since he last had hope for her return. He let out a groan and turned over to see Alex staring at buttercup too, how does that bastard even know her...brick shook his head lightly and looked down at his paper to see nothing on it; brick rolled his eyes and turned his attention to the collage professor and started jotting down the notes and circling on his spare textbook where he didn't pay attention to.
As the lecture ended brick was shoving his books back into his duffel bag that stood up leading against his seat;
"Hey buttercup!" Alex shouted while buttercup turned around to face Alex;
Brick gritted his teeth and clenched his jaw; he knew for a fact that buttercup must have been screwing this loser. The way her face lightens up when he calls her name is more then enough proof,
Brick started heading towards the door while he stopped in his tracks as he heard buttercup and Alex talking.

Buttercups POV:

I heard my name being called across the lecture hall; I turned over to see Alex walking towards me. I don't know why but when I talk to Alex it seems like my stress eases for awhile;
In the corner of my eye I could see brick putting his stuff into his duffel bag; it's best if I don't make eye contact with him. This morning was completely awkward; the silence was so loud when I saw him looking at me. I then saw his figure walk away heading towards the door so I gave Alex all my attention since my nerves were loosening up,
"So do you guy wanna come with me tonight? I kinda don't wanna be alone at the skate park; they're suppose to a small Getty" Alex asked.
I didn't really feel like drinking tonight since I wanted to practice for the soccer try outs, but I think I do need a rebound what blossom suggested.
"Yeah I'm down with that, I need to get out of the dorm for awhile anyways, kinda cramped" that was a lie, but I didn't wanna disappoint Alex. He seemed really nice and I really need to spend time with a guy before my thoughts of brick get worse.

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Bubbles was lost in thought; as she felt a small drips of water hitting her head. She snapped outta it; bubbles looked up to see the blue sky was filled now with grey clouds, are you serious...bubbles sat up from the chair, as she took her time to throw out her wrappers the rain started coming down harder then before.
What a great day to wear a skirt....she lifted her bag over her head to try stop the water hitting on her; it wasn't warm anymore either: the rain totally caused the air to become chilly.

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