Mixed colours, PPGXRRB BOOK2

Truth

Butchs POV:
Trying to figure out what else to ease the pain I decided to head into the shower, after what had just happened I knew a shower was the best option in this whole mess, Every single thought that came Leaking outta my to toxic mind was either about bubbles or what I should do in general, Was wanting to be with her really what I wanted? Or was it just to get closure? It could've been anyone's guess. But I knew for one fact that I did have some feelings for her left.

After a few minutes had passed by I was sitting on my bed with a towel still wrapped around my waist, my mind felt confused and unease, I knew I had to give back her phone or else god knows what would happen next. Last thing I ever needed was buttercup coming at me;
Ugh I feel like as if this was a whole teenage romance thing happening over again, but it's more serious now. I looked over at the clock and seeing it was only 10:27 am, any moment now I could see buttercup banging on my door for the phone. Knowing bubbles she would notice her phone gone in less then an hour due to her having a thing for social media.
Ugh....I guess going for a walk to the liquor store wouldn't be such a bad idea right now.

Bubbles POV:
After fighting with myself in my dorm about what I should do, I found myself standing outside in front of the entrance watching the rain pour down hard, what a gloomy day I thought while preparing myself to feel the cold water hit my warm skin,
Could this day get any worse? So much for a walk....I sighed and turned around to head back inside before noticing butch standing right beside the door, without second thought I turned back around and proceeded to head threw the cold rain,
"Bubbles wait"
"No! Cant you just leave me alone? You already said what you needed to say a an hour ago!" I could not believe him, butch popping up outta nowhere and thinking we can talk after what he had just said to me?
"No wait, come back"
I could hear his heavy foot steps chasing me from behind,
"I already excepted the fact about us being a complete mistake so why can't you just leave me be? I'm tired of feeling pain from you" I yelled as i began trailing off the campus, my body temperature began getting use to the cold rain hitting off me.
"Can't we just talk? I know I said some hurtful shit but just listen"
Couldn't bare it anymore, I couldn't bare to see butchs face in my line of sight anymore, even tho I was grateful being beside him for not long; I just couldn't do it anymore. I couldn't put myself back in that situation; I'm not strong enough to go threw that situation again.
I stood in my tracks and turned back to face him, I could see my own breath due to how cold it was outside.
"I can't do this anymore, I just don't wanna think we're a thing then have you hurt my feelings anymore"
"I know...but this time I won't. This whole situation is fucked up okay? I'm hurting to." Said butch as he rolled his eyes and began placing his hand on his forehead,
"Well obviously but that doesn't give you a right to hurt me as well" I laughed while turning myself around again, maybe if I just sat outside for awhile maybe my mind will soon to clear, but that's only if butch decides to let me breathe before he tries anything else to hurt me.
"Bubbles, can't you just listen?!" Butch reached over towards me, I felt his strong grip onto my arm and without any full force I could feel myself get yanked towards him.
"Let go!" I yelled as I tried my best to loosen his grip,
"Why? So our relationship can stay fucked up?"
"Why do you even want this to work?! We're already fighting! This relationship is gonna become toxic and you know it" I could feel my warm tears trying to roll down my cheeks,
"Cant we at least try? You're telling me you didn't feel a thing this morning?"
"Yeah I felt a heart ache! That's about it!"
I could see butch flinch at my words and began loosing his grip, As soon as his grip loosened lightly I ripped my arm outta his reach and held onto the part that now was becoming sore.
"I'm sorry alright? I'm always gonna be like this. I'm completely disgusted the way I am too." Yelled butch as his teeth began to grit
"Even if we were to try you're just gonna believe whatever girl that comes your way. It's there word over mine it seems like" I began sniffing and started rubbing my eyes,
"No I promise this time I'll listen to you, I just don't wanna loose you anymore!!"
I flinched to the sound of him raising his voice, I trailed my eyes down to the grass that was now being flooded on the small patch we were standing on,
"Look at me when I'm talking" butch grabbed ahold of my chin an lifted it up as I tried keeping my gaze onto the ground.
"Let go"
"Why so you can keep crying to yourself?"
"It's better then crying to someone who doesn't even care!"
" I do care! I'm just not no mr. nice guy anymore!! I'm completely fucked up. You're not the only who has hurt me in a damn relationship"
"But it seems that my history with you is more damaging with any one else you were with!!"my tears became uncontrollable, I held onto his hand trying push my chin away but the more I tried moving my head away, his grip stayed tightened.
"It is!! But I'm trying to fix it, cause after all the women I dated they just weren't you!! The old life with you became a dream life!" I could hear butch's voice become filled with anger in it, like as if he was gonna snap at me anytime soon.
"Can't you just let me go already!? I've been in pain since I last saw you!! I know I messed our relationship up but we were just kids. Kids with no sense of what real love actually was!"
"You think I don't know that?"
"Well if you know that then why do you wanna try with me? You can get any girl you want but why are you choosing me?"
"Because I only want you. Alright? So get that in your thick skull and come back with me"
Butch then let got of my chin and I began crying harder then ever, I didn't know what to do anymore, my whole mind was foggy from these thoughts.
A relationship seemed more confusing then it use to be, maybe because I knew for sure this time things will be different now and more serious now that we are adults...

I began pulling off my soaking wet clothes and began putting on the shirt butch had leant me, butch himself was 6'4-6'5 so it coming out as a dress on me wasn't surprising, I looked into the wall Mirror that was built into the room, my eyes were red and puffy from all the crying I did outside, I heard a knock on the door and sighed.
"I'm done"
"Alright...you wanna sit on the couch or in here? Blossom isn't gonna be home for awhile boomer said"
I wasn't surprised, seeing how blossom was basically glancing at boomer every second of the night,
"Can we lay down for awhile?...I'm kinda tired" I said while sniffing still,
"Sure thing,"
I climbed into the bed and laid down, after a few moments go by I could feel butch laying down and wrapping his arm around my waist.
"I'm sorry for everything ..." said butch as I sound like as if he was falling asleep already,
"It's alright...." I glanced at the clock and saw the time being 11:28, the morning was basically a roller coaster of emotions,

👏👏sorry for the wait,