A Conversation

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Boomers POV:
I ended up walking into her dorm after all, I should've just walked away but it's now to late: I'd be coming off like an asshole if I choose to walk away now.
"I'm gonna change real quick, alright?" Said blossom, I shook my head in a response. Shit why am I nervous now? Maybe because I'm a horny bastard or that I'm a pervert trying to actually imagine blossom changing,
I walked towards the couch and sat down, while looking at the old photos of my brothers I could feel less anxious, shit I just realized if butch comes home he's gonna kick my ass. He knows damn well I still "sorta" have feelings for blossom.
Wait do I actually? Or do I just feel sorry for her? Hmm....I mean I do sorta miss her, well who wouldn't miss there ex? After them disappearing from your life when you expected it to be "forever"
I thought it was gonna be forever but it was more like 'let's date for almost a good year then ditch'.
I sighed to the fact that I keep remembering the small things we use to do together, and that we kept our relationship a secret before things went publicly. After staring out the window at the rain hitting the window my eyes trailed back towards an old photo... but soon after
Blossom walked from out the hallway wearing a short sleeve shirt and short shorts.
Damn does this chick ever have proper clothes?..

Her hair wasn't tied back in her signature pony tail. Damn her hair got even longer then last time I saw her,

Blossoms POV:
As I was getting undressed I began very anxious, maybe because I'm bout to tell boomer everything when I agreed to not tell them until we were all ready...well most of us.
I know bubbles would have a harder time with that no good green rowdy ruff.
I took off my clothes that were slightly soaked from the hard rain, geez maybe I'll really will end up catching a cold if I keep dressing like this when it's raining..
I threw open the closet doors to pull out a pink shirt and black shorts that were most likely the shorts buttercup gave me to have because of how short they were.

After putting the clothes on I pulled out my hair tie that held up my hair; my hair fell down to the sides of my cheeks and did I tell you that I forgot that hair gets heavy when it's long an wet? I sighed knowing I shouldn't keep boomer waiting long, I have a bad habit of forgetting the time when I do my hair...so I guess having my hair down is the right choice for now.
As I walked down the hallway I saw boomer staring at the old photograph were butch kept hanging on the wall; it wasn't a much of a living room set up but I found it nice to see such a mean looking guy having a photo of him and his brothers up.
I felt boomers gaze on me but I pretend that I was looking at my phone, so I didn't have to make awkward eye contact.
I sat on the edge of the couch still feeling his gaze on me; shit I'm starting to get nervous now for sure.
"So...what would you like to know first?" I said while breaking the silence, in the corner of my eye I could see boomer tensing up.
"Well...I wanna know how you felt about it first, if it bothered you" he said in a low tone.
I never loved seeing boomer in a sorrow type of way, he was always the one smiling at me and wanting to do stuff. I'm the one who would always wanna shove my face in my book while he wanted to go play baseball or walk around a random forest..
"It did bother me..a lot in fact. I was very heart broken," I was on the urge to cry but I couldn't break character, but I could tell he could sense it in my tone of voice. Shit did my voice crack?..
"Really? You ain't lying bout it?"
I nodded in response to stop myself from breaking down, I may be strong but I know deep down I was just the same as bubbles.
"Second question...why did you leave?"
When I heard that question I felt my chest ache more then before, It felt like a harsh stinging pain in my heart that wouldn't go away. My feelings all over the place made it even worse; just even the thought how he felt started hitting me again. I breathed out and tried calming my nerves down, but it felt like I had just swallowed a huge pill that was going down my throat slowly and having a bitter after taste to it.

Boomers POV:
I could see blossom fighting the urge to cry, she looked like she was having a hard time talking to me. Like as if everything was forced, But even if she did cry I wouldn't know if I would comfort her or just want to leave...that sounds mean huh? A girl is more sensitive then a man and I still think about leaving her if she breaks down. Even after I knew she felt the same way how I felt I wouldn't wanna comfort her. I don't even wanna know why she left me now, it's gonna hurt even more now...I'm so stupid why didn't i think this threw.
"We left cause you guys were causing a big stir into our lives, ..a puff with a rowdy ruff? That didn't make any sense....but there we were..together and inseparable, our dad thought it was best for all of us. And to be honest I sorta agreed to" said blossom in a sorrow sounding tone.
Yup this really fuckin hurts, I knew it. I shouldn't have had asked, fuck sakes.
This pain isn't going away, why? It's been years so why can't I just let go? I wanna let go...but I can't because something inside is telling me to keep ahold of these feelings. But why?? Why do I need to hold on them? When they only cause me pain?
"Alright....That's all I needed to know"  I said while standing up from the couch, i need to get out of here...before I do something terrible...
I felt a tug on my arm when I tried walking towards the kitchen area, why was blossom holding on to me..?
"Let go.."
"No.."
"I said let go, I mean it....Why try stop me from leaving now? You agreed to leaving when you knew it would only hurt me more" I could feel the anger and sadness building up inside me, I thought I was better then this. But deep down I'm just a coward that's still so hurt by this.
"We only dated less then a year but here I am still feeling the amount of pain I've felt right when you left, I'm done trying to feel this pain. I think it's better if we go our separate ways for good. It was a mistake to try reach out to you-"
Slap
I held on the side of my face where it stung while looking forward to see blossoms head down, did she really hit me?..but why?.
"Do you really think that? Or are you just tired of feeling that way so you wanna leave it?" Said blossom
I didn't know how to answer that I wanted her but i couldn't have her; she was right our worlds are entirely different. I've always been an evil person, she was opposite of what I am. I was created to do evil things; she was recreated to prevent evil things from happening.
"We're too different.." I said in a lower tone of voice.
"I know.."
I sighed while seeing small water drops on the floor; she was crying. Blossom was the one creating the hole between us but I was the one preventing it from closing, I reached out towards her and yanked her into a hug.

Blossoms POV:
I finally broke down; I could feel the hot tears coming down my cold cheeks, I felt so useless in the situation. Trying to hold onto him, he never said before he was going, but having someone I really did love in front of me saying it was better to go our separate ways is a different type of hurt. Why can't I just let go?
As I tried my best to stop the crying sounds coming from me I felt his hand grab into mine, the next moment I felt his arms around me while my face was buried into his chest.
Without hesitation I wrapped my arms around him, just one last final time of holding him into my arms. It felt like forever since the last time of him holding me like this...the feeling was so pure and gentle. I could never get sick of this feeling; years of not having his touch was paying off into this one hug. I didn't wanna let go; I still had feelings for him deep down.
" I gotta go now.."
Hearing those words can really cut you down if they wanted to...but I didn't want to let it go like this,

Boomers POV:

I could hug her like this forever, having her in my arms again was the best feeling I could ever wish for; she was so small and soft. But I knew if I stayed like this any longer I wouldn't have the strength to let go ever again..
"I gotta go now.." I said in a low tone of voice, while resting my chin on top of head, I clenched my teeth from the pain in my chest that was still hurting.
"No you're not leaving..."

Sayyyy what now? I froze to her response, did the leader of the powerpuffs just say no? I knew she was feeling sadness but come on. I don't got the strength to keep this up, I let out a sigh and then a small smile of relief. Maybe it 'was' okay if I we stayed like this a little longer,
I jumped up to the sound of the door banging hard, oh fuck. Butch is back,
Blossom pulled me out of the kitchen towards her room; butch is gonna kill me if he sees me with my ex, but this time he'll be using his bat to break my ribs instead of his foot

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UMM YES PLEASE? I CANTTTTT 😭 Butch probably outside the room  right now like " ..🧍🏻‍♀️"  while these to are hugging 💀😩 how are you guys liking the story so far? Ik lately it haven't been making a progress with brick and buttercup n bubbles and butch but trust me it willllll
Alsooooo I had someone message me bout me spelling the word "colors" wrong on the title, it's suppose to be "colours" for a reason. Meaning (urs is 'you are special') because if you didn't realize they all hold a special place in there heart; no matter the girls or guys they get with KSKSKS I didn't think I had to explain that. 😭😭💀
Not to mention I try my best to bring out the feelings more realistic. I put my own feelings into it about how it felt when u have a heart break 👀anyways. This was a sorta a long chapter. Hope U liked it

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