Bakugo's Wish

7

We lay there panting for a while before we try to sit up again. I look at them and see the angry red marks on their bodies where I tried to claim them as mine and look down and see similar marks on me. Fuck how would we even be able to tell who's mark belonged to who? Does it really even matter?

I just made out with two guys and I jacked them both off. Of course they jacked me off too but I mean. Was that masterbating or sex? Is there even a difference? What did we just do to ourselves?

"Am I a terrible boyfriend?" I asked no one in particular before dropping back onto the bed again.

"Why would you ask that?" Icyhot leaned towards me looking down at me confused but peaceful.

"I wasn't willing to do any of that with Kiri. I just wanted sweet kisses and to be held by him. Not this," I tried to explain and I see Deku lean towards me from the other side.

"Do you regret doing it?" Icyhot asked and I shook my head no. As crazy as it was, I don't, I feel relaxed.

"From what we heard you tell Aunty you were very clear about what you wanted from your relationship from the beginning. So no, I don't think that makes you a bad boyfriend. If anything it makes him a bad boyfriend for not listening," Deku answered and I propped myself up on my elbows.

"But," I didn't really know what to say to that. It still felt wrong somehow. Like I wasn't giving him the credit he was due. He was so... What? Sweet? Caring? When did that end? Why did he change?

"Bakugo, think about what we just did. At any point did any of us try to push the other away?" Icyhot asked me, I thought about it. We tried to reason with each other, explain why it was a bad idea, we tried to make ourselves stop and actually think about what we wanted. But no, we all wanted it. We all gave each other plenty of time to voice our concerns or leave if we wanted.

"No. It was amazing, like I was actually being heard even when I wasn't talking." I give him a smirk looking at a mark on his chest that I know for damn sure I left.

"If the three of us can communicate with each other and still hear each other out then you and Kirishima should have been able to as well," Deku shook his head looking at me. Then he smiled, "Like for example I want to cuddle. How do you two feel about that?"

"Like I want to hold you down and kiss on you," I answered honestly.

"Then do it," he smirked at me. I smiled and pushed him over, trapping him against me as I held him down giving him light kisses that he giggled at. Icyhot crawled onto his other side and joined me giving him ticklish kiss after ticklish kiss. It wasn't until he was begging us to stop that we had mercy on him and cuddled on his chest.

"I think you're right, nerd. This is a healthy relationship. A very weird one, but healthy," I sigh nuzzling Icyhot who grinned back at me. I had the craziest urge to do something and decided to just go with it.

"Icyhot close your eyes. I want to try something," he did what I said without a second thought, just giving me his blind faith and trust. Please don't let this ruin that! I begged myself as I reached over and kissed his scar gently. I started by his nose and slowly made my way to his ear. I could hear his breathing shuddering and I whispered, "Do you want me to stop?" I waited for an answer and he shook his head very slightly no before returning to what I was doing.

I like to give kisses, light sweet kisses that shower affection. Maybe that's what I liked so much about Kiri. The fact that he liked the affection but this was different. Icyhot needed the affection and I liked giving it a great deal more. Deku watched for a while before joining in showering the other side of his face with light, sweet kisses. We ended up pushing him gently on his back and just continuing. It didn't get heated again but when he started crying I kissed the tears away too.