Don't be scared baby

Dont tell my mom...

I woke up to a really hard pain splitting down my spine and like in the middle of my stomach. I shot up out of bed. Breathing hard and I started to cry. I shook Nathan, but before he woke I looked down and I felt wet, there was blood a lot of it. "Nathan" "Nate. Babe wake up" I yelled this time. I'm alittle scared

"What's wrong" he said turning towards me

"Something is wrong, somethings wrong with the baby" he got up and sat beside me and held my hand

"Ow! Owww!" I winced in pain

"It hurts so bad" I squeezed his hand tighter

I stood up. "I need to go to the hospital Nate something is really wrong"

"Okay, okay we will it's okay your going to be okay!" He reassured me in a soft voice. He got up and put a shirt on and handed me a shirt and loose shorts we grabbed our things and masks and walked down to the lobby. It hurt really bad now like really bad. I squeezed his hand really tight now and he whipped his head to face me and the look on his face made me want to cry. He was so scared

"Hey can someone help me! Help!" He called out. There were 24 hour service people at the desks. A lady came from around the granite counter rushing over to us. My hand clenched around my stomach keeled over in pain now,

"English, we are from USA" she nodded

"I'm a bilingual American, I can help you" a huge wave of relief came over me and nathan knowing she understands fully what we are saying and what's happening

"We need to see a doctor. Someone who can help and can somewhat speak English. We need to get help right now" she nodded and went over to her desk and pulled out a book and found a number
She began to talk on the phone while I stood in aorry wondering what's going to happen

She came back over to us "okay, you guys stay right here, an English speaking doctor who will know what's happening and can help you, she's a travel doctor, so for places like this lots of tourists she is around because the Mexican health care system is not very good. She will be here and take you to the hospital. I can assure you, it will be okay," she said sweetly

"Thankyou" I said.

Nathan looked at her

"Yeah, uh Thankyou, Thankyou so much"

I know he's scared I feel like maybe he's more scared than me right now. It's kinda cute. But I know where he's coming from... this is his baby. My baby. Our kid and right now I don't know if that's gunna be the case anymore. And I know he feels so guilty because this happened after we had sex. The sex that he suggested. I don't regret it. It was amazing but I just wish is didn't result in this. I know how much I didn't want to be pregnant and wasn't ready but I got really used to the idea of me and Nathan having a baby. It was honestly a plan that someone had for us and I think it was meant to be. Hes gunna be a great dad and I would try my best to be a great mom. And just being a grown up. This is gunna change out lives in such a good way but it would have made us different people. Amazing people and I hope everything turns out to be okay because I can't lose this. I can't lose this feeling with him and the idea of us. I think that if something goes wrong it's just gunna break us. 

I was snapped out of my thoughts to Nathan pressing his head on top of mine. He moved it and kissed my head I leaned into him

"Babe, whatever happens, promise you won't leave, I know when shit gets hard you leave you hide block everyone out. And you can't do that. Not this time because this time it's me and you Macie. No running. We aren't running from this. Whatever happens it's you and me baby. Okay? Promise me that." He looked me in the eyes and I watched the tears spill out of his. It made my heart break.

"Okay. I know. I know I run and I try to get away from it all because I can't face the hard shit. But I promise you. I promise I won't leave. But you need to put in the same effort okay?" He nodded and lowered his mask, and he pulled mine down and he placed a soft kiss on my lips.

An ambulance had came to the from entrance and that travel doctor had come out. She was maybe like 40 or something. Very kind, fit lady.