Don't be scared baby

Healing ?

It's the next day, I slept after I got back to the room and Nathan came back a few hours later. Plenty of drinks in. He crawled into bed and apologized and then we talked. We had a cry. It's been so tough and emotional I need time and he needs time but we do  things differently especially this. Today I wanna try and have a fresh start. A good couple of days before our family comes.

I got up had a shower. I'm still sore and sensitive so I don't think I'm going to go into the water. But I got my bathing suit on and braided my hair. I let Nate sleep while I got ready. I'm a bit happier today and I'm glad. I can't let it get to me. I'm young and need to let it pass. It wasn't our time and it's okay

"Nathan wake up" I opened the blinds and he groaned. He stretched and his eyes were squinting. "Ahhhhhh mace it's so bright" he let out a raspy laugh

"Noooooo we have a full day ahead comeone. My mom and dad are going to be here in two days we need to have our own time without them come on!" I jumped on him "ow" I said myself. I still am in alot of pain "what are you okay?" He opened his eyes now fully and sat up and checked me

"Yes I'm okay. I'm just sore everywhere"

I got up off of him and went to the bathroom and checked myself in the mirror and got back out and he was in his shorts already and we were ready

At the pool

"This. This is so nice hunny" I said. I grabbed his hand in mine while we walked down the beach. The sun rays and waves, the sounds of happiness and laughter. It all  just made me feel joy. I stopped walking, so Nathan did as well. He turned to me, I placed my remaining hand on his chest, "I love you. So much mackinnon". I smiled to him and bit the inside of my cheek. He looked down at me we both we wearing our sunglasses but I could still see the look in his eyes. The really loving look. He pulled me in by my waist, "you baby. I love you" he kissed me. And his scruff felt nice on my face. Then we embrassed in a hug.  his scruff then rubbed my neck. I squirmed and giggled. we were being goofy, back to our old selves. drama free. 

"put me down!" nathan had picked me up and began to run towards the ocean. i was trying to free myslef by hitting his back but that just resaulted in him grabbing onto me tighter. as our bodies colidded with the clear aroma of salt hitting our noses and water taking over our surrounding. 

" you said you wanted to go into the  ocean!" he lauhed

i just replied with a kiss. this was the perfect moment. 

back at the resort, free food and booze was at our advantage. "douse cervesa por favour" i spoke "its sexy when  you speak in spanish" nate said and i laughed "babe, thats the only saying i know. two beers please" he just shook his head and laid down in the lawn chair, and i copied his actions. time to get my tan on.