Don't be scared baby

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as soon as we got to the hotel room, he looked at me hungrily. he had asserted powerful dominance over me only with his gaze. the way he looked at me i couldn't tell if it was sweet or not just yet. i started to walk over to him as he was standing in the door way and im more in the middle. i before i could speak he had walked up to me, what i thought was fast but when i came to real life, it was slow. he ran his hand on my cheek and stared into my eyes. and slowly, slowly as if it was in slo motion, kissed me ever so softly. he kissed me with more passion than i think ive ever experienced. his free hand had gotten to my waist and pulled me in, not wasting any space. we were so close to each other. "Did you know i love you" he said still pressed against my lips. i nodded my head and with that he kissed be back. again, but this time like it was going somewhere. he started walking and guiding us towards the bedroom. he softly started to bite my lip while we made out, he pulled me into him ever more if that was even possible at this point. his other hand was back up to my cheek stabling our heads align. he gently leaned us forward and layed me on the bed. it took me by Suprise when he didn't start to heat things up even more yet. we had just continued to lay together and kiss, it was still so sweet and passionate.

i woke up to the sun blaring through the windows onto my bare skin, as i lay awake and turn over to see Nathan and i replay the incredible night that we shared together. Nate and i ended the nigh with many festivities in private, just the two of us. we spent that time together, bonding and catching up as if we hadn't seen each other in months. we spent the night in each other's arms that quality time we needed. we needed to catch up and lay everything out on the table and evaluate and actually talk. there were tears, sex, anger, and smiles. it was everything we actually needed, and we did it. i am so proud that we did what we did, maybe it wasn't the best way to do it but it got done and i couldn't be happier. i would never give these moments with him up.

i left him in the bed sleeping peacefully and went to have a shower, i was already undressed so that was out of the way, i brushed my teeth and looked at myself in the mirror, i wasnt eating alot lately and have lost a few pounds but due to all of the stuff going on and the stress i havent had the mental capacity to even think about it, now that everythin with me and nate is better and the wedding festivities have begun, this all inclusive resort is now my oasis!

i stepped in the shower and just let the water pour over me, i just stood there and let the water take over, my thoughts and my body.

i was greatly interrupted by someone snaking their arms around my bare torso, i stepped backwards falling into nathans body, still very warm he pulled me into his body and every inch of our naked bodies were touching, he very so softly kissed my neck

"you know, i want to get my tan on, and i cant do that when you do this babe" i said and he didnt care, or respond. his hands went to my hips and even though we were already against eachother, he roughly pulled me into him by my hips, it drove me crazy. the hot water steaming up the whole bathroom it was foggy in there, and this man is making my mind foggy and i dont know what to do i cant handle it anymore, i made a power move.

i turned around so fast i could have slipped but i knew nathan had me, i pushed him against the cold stone shower wall. he opened his mouth and sharply sucked in a breath processing the fact that the walln was so cold, but i dont think he cared too much. what he did took my breath away, with the water falling around us he went and put his hand in my hair so caring and leaned down to kiss me, i leaned in slowly trying to connect our lips when he just opened his mouth and didnt let me kiss him, his hand in my hair closed with a chunk of it still in his hands and then tugged it earning a not so queit moan from me.

all he did was smile. he let go of my hair and decided he was done and started to wash his hair and body leaving me speechless. he noticed i was still standing exactly where he left me,