Talking to the stars (5sos Fanfic)

Chapter One

Victoria's POV:

"Tori! Come down stairs! Your brother is chatting with me.. he says he wants to see you!" My mother shouted from downstairs. I closed the book i was currently reading, put it aside and walked lazily down the stairs to were my mum was sitting. I don't know why would he bother video chatting with me.. he knows i haven't spoken in 3 years.. since he left me.. he left mum.. he left us.. After he left, i hated my life.. i hated myself.. And i still do. He left and gave me the same pain my father gave us. My father left when i was 12 and luke was 13.. I tried.. I tried not to show it.. I tried to feel happy for him for following his dreams.. I didn't want him to be like me.. Dreamless..... Lifeless..... Hopeless. It's just.. I love Luke and he is the best brother in the universe. He always invited me to tours and stuff, but i refused. I was mad at him for leaving us for 2 years straight.. without even visiting once.. For god's sake i know he has a job now.. but that dosen't mean he can't even visit. Last time he said he will come with his band mates (who i never saw) Last time he called. He said that when he calls again.. he would tell me something important. Which meant that he would tell me today i guess....

"Mum where is she?" I could hear Luke ask from mum's laptop.

Mum flashed me a smile, but when i didn't give any sort of reaction, she frowned.

I plopped next to her on the velvet couch and waved at Luke silently.

"there you are! You won't belive how much i've missed you!" Luke grinned at me and i swear i saw tears in his eyes.

Well everyone feels pity for me and i hate that. I nodded my head meaning i missed him to. He smiled.

He asked me some questions like how are you, how's life and other stupid stuff like that. I only nodded, just to make him feel better .

"so... mmmm..... sis. I wanted to tell you something" Luke said, i knew from the look on his face that he was getting nervous. He glanced at mum.. she nodded at him and i did too.. to encourage him to talk.

" So.. Mum and i..... kinda took a decision..... you know i will visit with my bandmates 2 days from now right?" he asked me. I nodded and he continued.

My heart was loudly pumping in anticipation that i was afraid they could hear it.. my hands started to sweat and i found myself, since a long time, getting excited..

"After our visit... you will come with us for a while. It may help you feel better Tori.. I can't handle seeing you like this and mum feels the same way. We want the best for you!" He said. I knew he was about to burst out crying. I miss him so damn freaking much..... i took my phone out and started typing. Since i decided not to talk.. i had downloaded an application were I would type what i wanted to say and it read it out in a metallic robot voice. So, i typed my answer and clicked the speaker icon.

"I know you want the best, Luke.... and your the best brother and everything...... but..... i am not sure" The robotic voice spoke my thoughts.

"Please sis. I will make sure you live the life you never lived. Please!" Luke begged and i swear this time he had tears streaming down his cheeks. I couldn't stand seeing him like this.

I started typing an answer and they waited anxiously .

"Fine! i'll give it a try!" The robotic voice said. Luke's mouth shot upwards and his eyes twinkled as he wipped his tears.

"I love you sis...... love ya mum .... I need to go, but i swear i think no one on earth was ever as happy as i am right now. no one...... can't wait to see you soon, bye!" He shouted as he waved enthusiastically. I smiled a half smile and waved. After ending the video chat mum gave me the "i'm so proud of you" speech and i went to my room. then...... i changed into my favorite pjs, blue and white polka dotted shorts and a snoopy t-shirt. I brushed my dirty blonde hair, brushed my teeth, layed on my bed and started to sink into my book.. Oh.. how i love the fictional world! Were reality problems don't exist! I found myself falling asleep thinking maybe someday soon, life will give me something other that bitter lemons..