Victoria's POV:
The two days had past and I think they were the slowest two days in my whole entire life. I just did the usual daily routine which never changes.. It consists of: waking up, taking a shower, the annoying teacher comes ( yeah I'm home schooled, because I have reasons not to go to school.. MY reasons that no one knows.. and I'm planning to keep it that way), eat anything, watch a movie maybe, read a book, sleep or listen to music .
Today though, I just waited for my brother. He had called us in the morning saying he was at the airport. Now it was noon and i was sitting in front the television watching any random thing that caught my eye. Mum, on the other hand, was in the kitchen making a feast so we can eat with Luke and his "mates". Then the door bell rang. Mum ran to the door, and i was at her heels. I swear she was no different than a kid. Then i hear mum sob. Yeah, i guessed it was Luke. I walked slowly and quietly to where they were hugging and stood there watching the emotional moment of reunion mum and Luke were having. Luke noticed me, left mum and took me into one of those bone crushing hugs and I hugged him tight too. Even though I could barely breath, i had missed his tight embrace.
While me and Luke hugged i noticed 3 boys standing behind him one with big brown eyes who smiled , One with dirty blonde curly hair winked and one with purple hair who waved at me smiling. I was shy i wasn't used to new and strange people, so i stared blankly. Luke finally decided to talk .
"Victoria this is Calum, Ashton and Michael." They all waved and I just gave them a half smile. I looked to the ground and suddenly, was attacked with hugs with strong arms. I looked around to see the boys heads buried on my chest. I smiled but anxiety kicked in and then I tried to get them off. "Sorry sis. they are bears and they love to hug" Luke laughed, joining them. He didn't notice me shaking or sweating, and i don't actually blame him.
After the hug attack, they took there bags and put them in Luke's room. They were now changing their clothes and i was just sitting were I sat before they came, watching a Pretty Little Liars's episode. When I felt the couch sink beside me. I looked to my left to see that purple head.... M-something... Yeah Michael.. i think.... I acted as if I didn't notice him. I felt him stare as if his eyes had lasers and were shooting holes into my body. I felt then my cheeks getting hot (as usual)
"I'm sorry" Michael said. I looked at him, then took out my phone. I started typing.
"why?" the robotic voice asked.
"its nothing.." he said quietly, looking away.
I'm pretty sure it wasn't nothing..
It was time for dinner, and all boys were laughing and shouting, while they helped mom in the kitchen. I slowly stood up from the coach and walked towards the kitchen. Luke was hugging mom, Ashton was putting soup in little plates, Calum was holding napkins and Michael stood at the corner of the Kitchen, laughing at Luke. There was something so different about Michael's laugh. It was so familiar to me, but I didn't know what it was.
"Alright, boys come on let's eat" Mom clapped her hands pushing the boys out of the kitchen.
A couple of minutes passed and everyone was now eating. I watched them, pushing the food in my plate with my fork, lazily. I feel so weird when i see people. I mean like... I don't do what they do. i know I'm not normal, but... "Let's go ouutt" Ashton cut my thoughts and grinned looking at Luke.
"Maybe after we eat" Luke said.
"Victoria?" Michael whispered from next to me. I turned my face his way and waited for what was coming next.
"Will you show me, where the restroom is?" He looked at me, waiting for my answer.
I stood up and he followed. "where to Cliffy?" Calum asked Michael.
"Victoria's gonna show me where the restroom is" He said slowly. Everyone turned back to eating and i continued walking.
I pointed on the white door and then started walking.
"Victoria?" He said, making me turn around. He deeply looked into my eyes, then finally spoke.
"Thank You" He said. I nodded and walked up to my room.
I changed into black sweatpants and a grey, half sleeve shirt. I grabbed my phone, wallet, black hoodie and walked down the stairs. I didn't want them to notice me, but turns out that Ashton is a good observer.
"Hey Victoria! Where are you going to? " He yelled from the dining room.
I just waved and went to the front door. I got my black converse and began walking to our front porch, when Luke called my name.
"Hey, umm... Do you want me to join you or would you like hanging out later" He questioned and i gave him a half smile.
I quickly took out my phone and opened the app.
"Maybe later, You rest today" The robotic voice spoke for me. He smiled and then said. "I love you, be safe" I smiled to him, then waved. He went inside and closed the door. I just stood there for a second and then reality hit me like always, i just freeze in my place a lot of the times.
I tied my converse and headed to my favorite place, the place i feel safe in. When i finally saw the house from a little far away, i smiled. I just love this place and how it makes me feel. Free and secure.
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