Talking to the stars (5sos Fanfic)

Chapter Eleven

Victoria's POV
I got ready to go for a walk with Michael . ( A/N Picture of her outfit up ) I had a baby blue colored bow in my hair , then i decided on taking it off and i just left my straight hair fall down my back . I toke my phone from the charger and i went down . Michael was already there sitting with the boys .

When he saw me he stood up making the boys know i am here and that made me blush , because i didn't like when everyone is starring . Luke hugged me and told me to be save and then we headed out the front door .

" I am not being Rude or anything , but i will start talking about my life and i want to tell you everything and anything about myself and i don't know why ..... I really feel like i've known you for so long and i can feel that i can trust you . I know i sound creepy , but if you don't mind can i ? " He asked shyly . I nodded my head smiling at how cute he was trying not to make me scared of him . " Alright , but don't laugh " He said . I nodded for him to continue .

" Okay ... My Name is Michael Clifford . I am 18 and i am about to be 19 after a couple of months . My faviorate colors are purple , black , blue and some times white . I adore pizza , burger , and .... wait actually i like all foods . I like to play video games and i like swimming too . i have a lot of faviorate bands . Let's get to my past . I had a rough past . A really rough one . My father died when i was 12 and he actually died infront of me . It took me years to recover from depression over him , but i still had the same pain all my life till now . I became alcoholic and i went to parties . I wanted to take my mind of things , but i took it in a bad way . I used to be a self-harmer like you . Don't think i am so stupid to think it's cold that's why you were things with long sleeves . It's because you don't want to shown people your insecurities, but for me it shows how strong you are that you survived and .... wait let me finish talking about me then let me talk about that . Well , after a couple of years came a girl in my life and her name was Ashley . For me or let's say in my eyes she was the best girl ever and she was so caring . She helped a bit for me to get better and yes i had nice memories with her until the day s-s-she cheated on me . I was so depressed after her and i came back to step one and from the beginning . Then came Luke , Calum , and Ashton and we changed eachother's lives . I became better each and everyday and then we became a band and we wrote songs and we became famous and i became a happy , new and better person with the support of the band and my family or let's say my mother s-she is my family . It took me years and years to recover , but here i am happy and alive . In life you don't get all you want , but you have to learn to move on . I have hight expectations in you to here your story spill from your mouth just like i did . Yes i don't know your story , but i think i used to have the same pain as you , because i was just like you . I used to act like you and everything you felt . I used to feel it too . The diffrence between us is that I moved on , but you didn't , but don't worry i know you will one day and maybe soon you just don't know it . ............. I am sorry . " He finished .

All i did is hug him tight and i started to cry in his shoulder and i knew he was crying too . It was so hard for him i know . I suffered for change and i still do , but he suffered more . I needed to comfort him . " I am sorry " I whispered in his ear . It wasn't the robotic voice it was me . My voice . He quickly pulled away and started freaking out .
" OH MY GOD Victoria " He yelled and hugged me tighter and started crying again . I smiled and started crying too . If anyone saw us they would think that we've known eachothers for years . " Michael " i whispered .
" yes Tori " that was the first time he said Tori instead of Victoria , but that made me smile more .
"promise not to tell anyone , i guess i am not ready for that please ? " I said now talking in a normal tone . It felt strange and weird to talk again .
" I promise " He grinned and took me in another bone crushing huge . " let's go back home it's 10 : 45 and you need to sleep , because tomorrow will be a fun and long day " He said . I nodded my head . I linked my arm in his and we went back home and i felt something i didn't feel for a long time . I felt ............ safe