Louis' Pov
Everyone was in there own rooms probably reading the letters Niall wrote for them. I open mine and here's what I find on the paper.
Dear, Louis I know that's cliche right but Lou I want you to know you weren't the cause of my death none of you were I just couldn't take it and I'm sorry. Lou for my last wish I want you to eat Louis not for you but for me. Ha since I'm always hungry. Lou I love you man you are like a brother to me keep the others safe Louis please don't fall into depression because of me keep going Lou for me.
-love your little Nialler.
I'm crying now, I'm determined to eat for Niall I have to get through my disease for Nialler.
Zayn's pov
I look at the letter in my hand and tear it open. I find this in the inside.
Zayn Javaad Malik pay attention real good you are my best fucking friend dude I want you to give Mckenzie a chance. People mess up like I did I messed up our friendship by leaving you behind and I know you hate me. But dude I love you your insomnia bro you have to close your eyes for me Zayn sleep for me. Ha think of that in a nasty way. But Zayn don't grieve over me remember me please but don't stop your life for me. Seriously though dude I know you've probably been punching walls and shit calm down k? Ok I love you dude never forget it.
-love Ni
He's wrong about one thing I don't hate him in fact I hate myself before he died I was about to say I won't date Mckenzie and I'm not going to right away now, but I love you to Ni.
Harry's pov
I was laying in my bed staring at the letter. This is what it said inside.
My little harbear I'm sorry I couldn't do it anymore it wasn't because of you it was because I couldn't take it anymore. I love you Harry I hope you know that. Harry I know you have paranoia but for me Harry or my last dying wish Harry I want you to try try your best no one is going I hurt you Harry because I'm always watching over you. Think about it an angel me Harry I'll always protect you even if I'm not here.
-love angel Niall
I'll try for Niall, knowing that he's watching me now gives me a little reassurance because I know he would never let anyone hurt me I love you too Niall.
Liam's pov
Sitting at the edge of the bed with my head inbetween my legs I open the letter. This is what I find inside from my Irish friend.
LiLi your guilty I know that much but, you shouldn't be. I know it's nerve racking sometimes to talk to new people but Liam you were always the one holding us together hold the others together for me. I love you LiLi. You have social anxiety but don't be afraid the people who don't like you are full of whack ( see I know you hate it when I use bad words) but don't let that stop you from talking to new people because your the best Liam James Payne.
-love your non cursing friend Niall
He didn't curse I'm proud. Thank you Niall I'm glad I had someone think of me the way you did. I'll be trying my hardest to talk more and not be afraid.
Mckenzie's pov
As soon as I got in my room I closed and locked the door. Ripping open Niall's letter it says.
Mckenzie I'm sorry I planned this whole thing. Keep the shirt and remember me beautiful and no I'm not saying that because of your looks your heart is beautiful love. I know Zayn is pissed at you now but ignore it he will come around. Love don't hurt yourself anymore those cuts on your arm are to hideous, but your hurting and I know you think that takes the pain away but think of me I'll take your pain away. Do me a favor and for my last dying devastated wish flush the blades. Your going to survive because I couldn't. I love you and I'm glad I met you.
-loving you truly Niall
I went into the bathroom and did just that. I love you too Niall James Horan we all do never forget it.
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A/N would it be bogus if this was the end of the book or should I continue? Comment and vote!
