It's Sunday morning now, and me and the other three lads rush to see what's going on with Niall. When we walk into the room we are surprised and over joyed to see that Niall is awake.
"Mate I can't believe your ok! What happened?" Harry asks, Louis then attacks Niall into a hug.
"Um about that you guys might want to sit." Niall says gesturing toward the chairs.
"Niall you have to tell them everything you told me." Zayn says while still sitting besides Niall's bed. I smile at Niall but he doesn't return the gesture. Maybe he doesn't like me after all and Louis was just imagining things or trying to make me feel better.
"Ok so lads I left Louis' house because I got a text from my father I don't want to go into detail about what it said, But when I went home I saw that my father was chocking up my mother. I told him to stop and then he turned to me and beat me, while leaving my mother on the floor,she just watched. My father then stopped and stormed out of the house. I looked at my mom and she looked guilty, but guilt didn't help the fact that I had just gotten beaten. I was so sick of getting beat and just everything that happened that I thought I deserved to die. So I took a whole bunch of pills, and before I knew it I blacked out and when I woke up I was here with Zayn by my side."
"N-Niall I'm so sorry." Liam said sympathetically.
"It's not your fault nothing that happens to me is any of you lads faults." Niall says seriously.
"But still just know that we're here for you Ni." Louis says.
"I know you guys are here for me but one day if I'm not here I want you guys to promise me that you'll move on and I'm promising you guys that I will write each of you a letter if I kill myself and don't tell anyone of you what's happening."
"I-I promise." I say first. Niall just looks at me and then looks down.
"Promise." Louis says.
"P-promise." Liam says.
"I promise." Harry says.
"Um I promise Ni." Zayn says.
"Thank you all of you are the best even you M-Mckenzie." He says. When he said that he didn't even look at me I wonder what's wrong I need to talk to him in private.
"Lou Lou." I whisper into Louis ear.
"Yes?"
"I need you to get all the lads out of here so I can talk to Niall privately something's up."
"Ok sure thing Macky." Louis says.
"Oi! Lads I need some help with something mind giving me a hand?" He asks the other the other three lads..
"What do you need help with Lou?" Zayn asks.
"We need to talk in the hallway lads I'll explain everything out there."
"Fine ok be right back Niall." They all say simultaneously. They leave the room closing the door with a click. I then get up and move towards Niall's bed.
"Hey Niall is everything alright between us?" I ask he then turns his head to look at me but after about two seconds I can tell he's looking past me.
"Y-yea everything's alright." He says stumbling a bit.
"No it's not Niall why aren't you looking at me?" I ask he then Looks directly at me and it seems like it's killing him to do this.
"I'm not looking at you because I like you! And not your personality I like your looks because you look just like her. You look like the girl I once fell in love with! Your attitude is so different from hers and you are my friend Mckenzie, but I can't look at you without thinking of my beautiful tragedy." He says sadly, I watch as a single tear spills out of Niall's eye.
"Who was she and why is she a tragedy?" I ask even though I'm a little hurt that Niall Horan doesn't actually like ME he likes my looks because they are the looks of his lover.
"Her name was Cheyenne, Cheyenne Green. I fell in love with her two years ago and I know she fell in love with me too. S-she killed herself last year in February. I would have never thought she would have killed herself though she had a perfect life at least from what I saw, friends, straight A's, And popularity. I don't know why she killed herself because she seemed like the happiest person but I guess she wasn't that happy after all. The lads knew about Cheyenne, but they never knew what happened to her. She was so beautiful and you just look so similar to her just a few features are off, but now my love Cheyenne is just a beautiful tragedy that I want to see again one day." Niall says and by now I can bet the little mascara I am wearing is running.
"N-Niall I-I I'm so sorry." I say.
"It's okay Mckenzie it's not you at all it's my thoughts." He says back to me pitifully.
"C-Can I tell you something?" I ask.
"Sure go ahead."
"I like you and I thought you liked me back, and it's okay that you don't feel the same way because I understand now and I forgive you." I say.
"Y-you liked me, wow I'm such an arse I'm sorry for telling you this I'm sorry." He says guiltily.
"I forgive you Niall." I say. He then leans over gives me a hug and kisses my cheek.
"Thank you." I say wiping the mascara from underneath my eyes before the boys get back and look suspicious. I then move back to my seat right on time when the boys burst in.
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A/N how'd everyone like that chapter? And what in the world are the lads doing bursting in like that? Well if you care to find out what else is soon going to happen in fading away that's awesome. Goodbye Bonita's please comment and vote tell me what you think of this chapter.
