Chapter 1

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      I was ready to do this again everything was just so hard I felt like I needed to. I picked up the shiny piece of metal and slid it across my wrist without any hesitation. I did whimper a little bit, but I loved the feel of it, I needed that to wash away all my pain for the moment. I couldn't deal with what happened today at school so I skipped class.
Today Sydney decided she wanted to bring up my parents death, the words she said to me are etched in my brain and forever will be like all the other nasty things people have said to me.
    "Oh hello shitenzie your actually wearing color today, nice hair by the way." Sydney said with a sneer, she had commented on my hair like she always did. This week it was blue.
"So you think your pretty huh? Well you're not you'll never look like your mother, ever. You will forever be ugly and worthless and stupid!" Sydney said, then and there I felt like my ears were being stabbed.
"Also your bitch of a father cheated on your mother with my mom." She sneered and I finally couldn't take it so I ran back home, only to find that my uncle was at work.

As I watched the blood and pus started coming out of my previous cuts, I heard a door open from downstairs. Oh no, it was my uncle! I looked at my clock and noticed that this was the normal time that I would be home I sighed a breath of sadness. Before he could come up here I wrapped my arm up and put on a sweater that had the words 'don't try me on it'.

"Ken you home?" My uncle Christopher yelled. I plastered on my fakest smile and headed downstairs.

A/N I'm going to work on two stories this one and my story missing if you like this chapter please comment for me to go on also go check out my story missing☺️


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