𝐯𝐢𝐧𝐧𝐢𝐞 𝐡𝐚𝐜𝐤𝐞𝐫 𝐢𝐦𝐚𝐠𝐢𝐧𝐞𝐬 :𝟑

stress

relationship status : dating
y/n's pov
:/

i bury my head in the mound of books displayed across the desk, feeling overwhelmed and tired of all the work i have left to do.

vinnie is sat playing whatever behind me, mumbling words to himself as he engages in the game more.

i sigh out, wishing these exams would just pass with ease. but there's no time to spare, not a single second to just breathe.

i hang my head low in my heads, flicking through the pages and not seeming to understand one bit of anything. i now officially know what it feels like to be dumb.

"why is this so hard?" i mumble to myself, getting more frustrated by the second.

i try to blink away the tears forming in my eyes again, not wanting vinnie to see or hear. he hates it when i cry, he even hates it when i'm upset.

i hug my knees close to my chest, until i feel a hand place itself on my arm.

"baby? i called your name like five times" he chuckles, face falling as our eyes lock.

"oh yeah- sorry" i force a smile, picking my pen back up and fumbling with it.

"what's wrong?" the words themselves prick tears in my eyes and i can't hold them back any longer

i turn my body away from him, smoothing my fingers over my cheeks.

"baby..." he mumbles, crouching down to be level with me on the floor.

"hey, it's okay" his arms immediately wrap around me, bringing a finger up to my jaw to swipe the wetness away.

"i promise you're okay" i glance at him, worry flashes over his face as i sob out into his arms. i nestle my head into his chest, slightly relaxing in his embrace.

i focus on his breathing, much more calm than my erratic level.

"breathe for me, yeah?" the vibrations of his heartbeat comfort me down a little until i'm somewhat calmer.

his hands rub over my back comfortingly, letting out a soft sigh as he gently caresses my
face.

"i'm sorry. i'm exhausted, and stressed, and i just want this all to be over"

"i know baby, i know"

"why... why do i have to be like this" i mutter, that same repeated feeling over sheer stupidity washes over me.

"you're pushing yourself to much y/n, you need rest"

"i can't rest, i have so much to do" my voice cracks, and vinnie squeezes me tighter, fingers lacing with mine.

"a little break then? and i can help you with some later?"

"yeah, okay" i give in, smiling a bit.

"i love you" i mutter, squeezing vinnie's fingers in mine.

"i love you too"

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ugh i have exams in about a week and i have barely revised😬 gonna fail but s'okay idrc about life anymore
ahh i'm ranting bye bye 👋